Formula 1 One-Shots (II)

Lando Norris [24]

A/N Wished by evabsmn. I hope you like it (: Guess who is back with a new one-shot!

BOOKS with him:
Learning to Love
Redamancy

WORDCOUNT: 2176

[24]-Get your shit together, before you lose everyone that cares about you
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I look into the distance, seeing some of the streetlamps shining in the dark, brightening the street a bit while everything inside of me feels dark and lonely. Lando and I wanted to spend the evening together, cook a meal and watch a movie or two but he never showed up. It is sad to say this isn't the first time this happened over the last weeks.

I am used to him coming a bit late because of this I own a key to his house where I waited patiently but he never showed up. Instead of leaving his house directly I stayed, started thinking and decided that I will finally confront him about what is bothering me in his behaviour. He is allowed to have other friends beside me, but he should still spend time with me or his family.

A key opening the door let me return from my thinking back to reality. Look who is back at home. I can hear Lando singing some random song when he walks trough his hallway and for a second, I smile which disappears as soon as Lando appears in the kitchen door.

"Oh, what are you doing here?" Lando asks surprised when he spots me in his kitchen. My heart sinks a bit because I hoped that he will remember our meeting when he sees me, but it looks like he really forgot it. Again.

"Are you serious right now?" I ask him in disbelief. The fact that Lando keeps forgetting that we would like to meet makes me angry, but I try to supress it. I really like him, but he makes it harder and harder for me with how he acts.

"Yes?" Lando looks visible confused with a little frown on his face, and I just can't bring myself to say another word. The only thing I want is to leave and not come back for some time, because I need to think if this friendship is still worth my effort.

"Oh, you wanted to cook? I am sorry I already ate with some friends." Lando explains after he has spotted the ingredients I had prepared on the counter. Now I can't hold back an unamused laugh. Of course, he was out with his new friends. A group of rich kids which like to show off their cars and other expensive stuff.

"Is this friendship a joke to you?" Harsh words but this it what it feels like for me at the moment. That Lando isn't even trying to keep in touch with me letting us drift further and further away from each other. The tough of losing Lando does hurt but maybe he has to lose me to realise that it can't continue like this.

"What even is your problem?" Lando sounds annoyed now, rolling his eyes while he crosses his arms in front of his chest and leans against the kitchen counter. I take a deep breath, trying to stay calm even though the anger is already boiling inside of me.

"That everything you care about is yourself." He ignored a lot of people in the last weeks, not only me but his family or his other friends like Max. Everyone is wondering why Lando suddenly shuts them out of his life and only seem to care about what is benefitting him.

"That is not true." Lando claims and seems to be serious. Is he really that blind that he doesn't even realise what he is doing? That he is slowly drifting away from everyone who loves him, and nobody can do something against it expect himself.

"Yeah? When is the last time we did something together or when was the last time you spend time with your family?" I ask him and can observe how Lando looks caught to the side. Looks like someone doesn't remember when the last time was.

"I was busy." Is his excuse and can only shake my head. He wasn't busy with anything important and even if he was, he always has time for family and friends. Lando loves spending time with people he is close with and a few months prior he would never be so ignorant to them.