Formula 1 One-Shots (II)

Lando Norris [Cute]

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BOOKS with him:
Learning to Love
Redamancy

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[54]- You think I am cute?
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"You know I can't deny that he is cute." I giggle, looking at the ocean who is brushing over the sand of the beach with its soft waves. The sun is slowly setting, painting the world with different colours and make everything look magical.

"Just tell him." My best friend says, and I roll my eyes. As if it is so easy to tell one of your best male friends that you are crushing on him. How could I ruin the bond we have with telling him that my hormones decided to like him and be attracted to everything he does?

"Sure, I just walk up to him and say: Hey Lando, I think your curls look cute and your smile gives me butterflies." I could never be confident enough to tell Lando how I feel. How often I admired his messy curls, how his laugh brightens my days and how my heart softly flutters when his body is touching mine.

"Yes please, tell me how it went." My friend giggles, knowing exactly that my words where ironic even though she would be over the moon for me if I find happiness with a boy. When Lando and I met I was in a relationship, it wasn't a good one, but I was still attached to the boy because we experienced so many things together for the first time.

The breakup was hard in the beginning, but Lando tried to keep me occupied and slowly but surely, I fell for him. In the beginning I didn't even want to admit it to someone because I though my mind was just searching a replacement for my ex-boyfriend. I talked a lot with my friend about it and she understanded why I was worrying but she was the first one who told me that I look at Lando with heart eyes, admired him now matter what he was doing. After a lot of conversations, I could finally admit to myself that I maybe like Lando because he is Lando and not because I am searching a replacement to fill the hole in my heart.

"Dream on this is not fairyland" I wave the glimpse of the idea of telling Lando away. As if I ever gather enough courage to really tell him how I feel. How my body tingles and how he brightens my day without even needing to something special.

"At least think about telling him." My friend asks me, and a sight leaves my lips. There is no way I will tell him when I am sober or awake. And since I don't drink alcohol, it has to be during a deep sleep.

"Maybe in my dreams." I giggle, knowing exactly that dream me is going to make something special to confess her feelings to dream Lando. But I also know that it will make my heart ache even more and I don't know if it would be worth it.

"I can live with that." She laughs too, knowing exactly this is the best answer I will give her, not willing to talk about my feeling in real life.

"I call you again in a few days." I promise her, because we always call each other at least one time a week to catch up with everything that has happened. She is someone I would never want to miss in my life, and I will be forever grateful that I have her by my side.

"Send me some more picture." Is her instructions and I have to laugh again because of the countless pictures I already sent her before but is seems like she cant get enough of them and I happily send her more.

"I will." I promise her, knowing exactly how to make her jealous with my view at the still ongoing sunset. Lifting my phone, I want to take a picture when suddenly a voice speaks up, ripping me out of my thoughts and letting my phone slip out of my hand.

"You think I am cute?"

Lando is standing right behind me, a soft smile on his lips while I can't think straight. Since when is he standing behind me? Did he hear everything I just said to my friend? Is this going to be the end of our friendship? So many questions and I am only able to say one word.

"What?"

"I'm sorry I didn't want to listen to your phone call, but I wanted to ask you something and..."

"And you heard what I was talking about." Is my conclusion and even though I already know the answer my heart is still nervously pounding in my chest while I wait for Lando to confirm it.

"Yeah."

There is silence between us, and I feel anxious if this is the end of a great friendship. My thoughts spin and think of different scenarios where Lando would be mad of me of ruining our friendship, making me feel even worse about me being in love with the British boy.

"Is this going to make things awkward between us?" I whisper, already scared of the answer, because I can't see any emotions on Lando's face which would help me to figure out how he is feeling about me calling him cute and having butterflies because of him.

"Depends." Is his vague answer which makes me even more nervous. Why can't he just answer the question without making me think about the worst thing that could possible happen?

"On what?" I asked, scared that he will asks me to leave and give him some space. Or if he askes me if I have feelings for him and if I answer with yes, he will never want to see me again. My heart is beating fast in my chest, and I have the feeling it tries to find a way out.

"If you are willing to go on a date with me?" Lando tilts his head slightly to the side while his fingers start to play nervously with each other. Did he just ask me to go on a date with him or did my ears played a trick on me? My head is empty and again I can only bring one word over my lips.

"What?"

"A date." Lando repeats, not as confident as before, being unsettled because of my reaction. He really asked me to go on a date with him. I blush, before I can even say anything because I already imagine us on a date but there is still a little dark cloud in my head. Since when does Lando like enough to go on a date with me?

"You want to go on a date with me?" I ask in disbelief, because I don't know how to react properly to a question like this especially when it is asked by your best friend.

"Of course. The question is who wouldn't?" Lando smiles at me dreamingly and my jaw drops. Does that mean Lando really likes me and even thinks that other guys would be happy if they could date me?

"You like me more than friends?" I ask him genuinely surprised. It never came to my mind that Lando could like me as much as I like him. A soft smile spreads on his lips, before he is leaning closer, just as he wants to tell me a secret.

"Well, I think you are cute."