Issues

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On the way home, she was silent. When we got home she was silent.

I didn't like seeing her like this.

I felt angry, super mad at that man. I wanted to find him the moment Amora told me about what happened to her and at that moment kill him with my own hands.

Nothing really is going to change. I'm going to kill him with my own hands anyway.

I can't wait to find him. Amora is currently sitting in my living room and I went to get her a glass of water.

I pour in the water and walk over to the living room. I hand her the glass, and she takes it.
Amora takes a few sips of it before placing it down.

"Would you like a hug?" I ask her.

I've always hated the idea of physical touch, but ever since I've met her I seem to like it even more.

With her only, of course.

"Please." She whispers, getting up. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her in. I can feel her heartbeat, beat faster and faster.

"He'll pay for everything he has done." I tell her, she immediately pulls back.

"What's that supposed to mean?" She asks me in worry. "We can't take this to the police, we can't take it to court!" She says in a panic.

That's not what I meant.

"Fine. We won't." I say.

I want to tell her, about me being in the Mafia. I honestly have no idea how she will react to the idea that I literally kill people.

I mean she was expecting it, right? But then she was joking. She likes to joke around. What if once she finds out about me being in the Mafia, scares her?

What if I lose her?

I can't lose her.

I have to keep my mouth fucking shut.

She sits back down and fiddles around. "Um. Sofia called me this morning." I start off. "It's Fia's fifth birthday tomorrow, and she's throwing her a party." I tell her. "Fia specially asked me to bring you along. I understand if you don't want to." Her face lights up with joy,

"of course I would like to go!" She cheers. "But I don't have a gift." Amora says. But then she grabs her phone and searches something up. "ToysRUs is until 11 at night let's go!" She says to me, grabbing my arm.

"Amora, relax I've already gotten Fia a gift. It can be from the both of us." I say to her.

I got Fia a dollhouse, not just any dollhouse a handmade one. Spent almost 80,000 dollars on it.

Pretty cheap, isn't it?

I just haven't really gotten time to get her a good gift.

And I also got a custom-made doll for her. "But you got it for her." Amora says to me. "I can't take half credit for it." She later adds on.

"Amora, love. It's okay." I insure her.

"Enzo." She says.

Fuck, I love it when she calls me that.

"No- no, it's okay Amora. Please." I said cupping her face. "And it's late." I add on.

"What time is the party?" She asks me. But then that's when I realized I'm touching her,

what if she feels uncomfortable but doesn't want to tell me.

Fuck that's the last thing I would want to do to her. But I hugged her? But then I asked.