𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎

Chapter 40

Moira's POV

There's so much blood... Oh God... I haven't done this since years... That feeling... I feel like all my problems are slowly pouring out along with the blood from my skin... Now... It's time to drink... As far as I'm concerned, Nikki would also drink Jack Daniels... So... I kinda feel related to him... But on the other hand, I'm still mad at him... Why he had to leave me when I needed him the most? That's fucked up. Well, I guess I'm a burden... Stacey saved my life so many times... But since she's gone I can finally die... Where are those fucking pills? I may left them somewhere in my room... Oh God, the blood is still rushing from my wrist... Wow... I'm on the edge of a blackout... Well, I guess Carl won't hear the rest of my story... I'm trying to end this fucking book in the middle... It's a fucking flop... Since the beginning I've known that this is about to happen... But I haven't thought about the circumstances... Oh God, my head... I- I think... Am I hearing stuff? Oh no... There's someone on the door... Please go away... Leave me alone...

"MOIRA... WHAT THE HELL YOU'VE DONE?" Vince? What are you doing here? Leave me alone... I wanted to die already and you ruined it.
"Vince, I-"
"I'm calling an ambulance and a psychologist. This is too much." Vinny, my friend, you could have left me, I wouldn't be mad... Oh no he picked up the phone... Okay, he's trying to stop the bleeding... Damn, so much blood on the floor... Who's gonna clean up this shit?
"Vince, why are you doing this?"
"Because you're the sister I've always wanted to have."
"Oh Vinny... I-"
"Shh, relax... The ambulance's coming in a minute." I remember when my parents were with me in the hospital. They were the best people in the world. I miss them. I miss Stacey too. Now I realize I'm completely alone. No mother, no father, no sister. Just me and my issues. I'm such a loser.

Vince's POV

Everything is going upside down. Heidi is with Moira in the hospital. Carl Serafino sows death and riots. And I can't do anything about it. I can't find this man without Moira's help. What if he calls Moira every night just to mess with her head? This man is insane. It's like he escaped from an insane asylum or something. How the fuck you kidnap women and kill them? And how the fuck you remain unknown to the rest of the people? That's messed up. Nikki Sixx left the fucking town. Dude, I thought he was Carl for a second. But, I guess there can be people even more savage than the sinister Sixxter. You know what? I kinda miss that motherfucker. It was funny to tease his big ass ego. But now everything is different. Hmm... Did anything happen between Moira and Nikki? What if he has broken her heart? No time for that childish bullshit. The doctor's here. I gotta ask him how Moira is.
"Doctor, how is she?"
"She's recovering. But I suggest you to take her to a psychologist. She may have depression. I won't be surprised if she tries to kill herself again. I can prescribe some vitamins for the immune system. When was the last time she has eaten normally?"
"Oh, I don't know."
"Well, make her eat otherwise it will get worse. You don't want her to be anorexic, right?"
"I'll try my best, doctor."
"I see you're working for the police. Maybe your girlfriend can take care of your sister." Even the doctor thought that Moira is my sister. Wow...
"Actually that's great idea, thank you, doctor."

As I enter Moira's room I see Heidi feeding her. I hope Heidi will make Moira feel better. Maybe Moira should move into my house until she gets back to the road. I gotta ask her.
"Hey, Moira. When you get out of here, you're coming into my house. Heidi's gonna take care of you. Everything is going to be alright. Okay?"
"Okay, Vince."
"Please don't scare me like that again."
"I'm sorry, Vince. I-"
"It's okay, Moira. We're here for you." Oh God she's so weak. Well, to be honest, she lost so much blood. It's a wonder she's still alive, which made me think how much strong Moira actually is. I love my little sister. And I love Heidi. They're the people I have. Well, Mick is also a friend of mine, but when he's inspector Mars, I prefer not to bother him. Speaking of Mick, he appeared. I hope he doesn't get mad at Moira again.
"Hi, Moira. How are you?"
"Well, I'm fine. I'm sorry inspector-"
"Don't call me inspector out of the police. Call me Mick."
"I'm sorry, Mick. I just-"
"You're in your hardest times at the moment. I understand. But I still don't want you in my police station until you recover completely."
"Thank you, Mick."

Moira's POV

I'm at Vince's house. But why he had to save me? I don't want to live. I can't stand the constant breathing. It's getting on my nerves. And that stupid heartbeat. I feel like the pain is kicking in with each beat. Make it stop. I can't do this. Oh, my phone is ringing. Fuck, Carl Serafino. What should I do? Maybe I should tell Vince. But not before I pick up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hello, milady."
"What are we going to talk about now?"
"I heard about your attempt to end your life. Don't tell me you forgot about our deal." Come on, I tried to kill myself. Isn't that enough?
"I don't want to talk about it now."
"But your story has to be told. You have to pour it all like you poured your blood last night." He knows?
"What did we talk about yesterday?"
"That guy... Damn, each name I can tell, but his. It's always on my tongue but I can't say it."
"Nikki Sixx." I started to hate this name.
"Wait, you called him Frankie last night."
"That's his previous name." He even called himself Nate.
"Really? I thought this guy had more than just one name. Maybe even Nate?" ARE YOU A FUCKING MIND READER OR SOMETHING?
"Where do you know that from?"
"Let's just say that I'm better than Nikki in finding information about something or someone."

"And that's how I ended up killing myself because of him. Anything else?"
"This dude really messed you up, don't you think?"
"And now since he's not here you're gonna replace him? In your dreams Serafino. I'm not scared of you."
"Are you sure, detective Adams?"
"Yes, I am."
"What if I told you that Nikki is dead?" What? Wait, HE'S DEAD? NO...
"What?..."
"I'm sorry for your boyfriend. I had to kill him. He broke your heart, didn't he?"
"But- hello?" He hung up. He fucking hung up. I should tell Vince. I should tell him. Oh God please don't let it be true. Nikki can't be dead.