𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎

Chapter 29

Moira's POV

Thanks God my sister didn't get mad at my sudden leaving. She's like our mother. I can't imagine my world without my dear sister. I still remember the day I had to teach her how to ride a bike. Or when our parents died... She was the one who was by my side saying not to give up on my dreams. And she's the little sister? It seems like I'm the little because I can't be that strong. Now she's on a honeymoon. I hope Tommy makes her happy. Ah no, I remembered that night again. How is Tommy a long time friend of Nikki? I just can't believe it. But Vince on the other hand said something I just don't want to believe. Is Tommy Craig's nephew? If he is, there's a big chance of Nikki trying to kill her. But if Tommy really loves her he would protect her even from him. He have to. Please God, tell me I'm just exaggerating as I always do. Maybe he's not Craig's nephew. Maybe I just need to check on other cases.

Missing people? Murdering? Pedophilia? Robbery? Drug dealing? Domestic violence? Naaaaah, don't tell me I have solved everything. Just don't. What should I do? Hmm... Maybe my favorite thing. Sneaking through the archives and read articles. Maybe I'm gonna find something else to think about. Hmm... I'm just gonna close my eyes and pick a random folder and go to the office without looking at it. Yup... I covered my eyes aaaand... I think I grabbed some folder. Now back to the office. I'm not looking at the folder... And I finally sat down my chair. Now let's see the folder. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? I GRABBED THE FOLDER I WANTED TO AVOID ALL THIS TIME. GOD WHY? Well, at least I'm gonna check something about Craig's nephew. Okay, Nikki's testimony. Oh, that's when Vince had asked him some stuff. Hmm... what we have here... I know this... I know that... I kno- ooooh... Okay that was unexpected. I have to ask Vince about it.
"Vince, come here."
"Yes Moira?"
"You had done a great job saying that."
"Oh God, I still remember that. That was when the sinister Sixxter saw me in my real light."

*flashback*
"So, Mr. Sixx. Is that your born name or not?"
"No, I changed it. You know that."
"When did you change it?"
"You know everything. I mean, you fucking lied to me prick."
"It's needed for the report."
"Alright, alright. When I was 18 years old. And then I met a black haired girl who gave me $200."
"You had no idea that the same girl's gonna arrest you one day, had you?"
"I even called her detective Adams then. It's like I predicted her future. Maybe if I called her slut, she would have been one, don't you think?"
"Well, I still can't believe how pathetic you have been since you had allowed a 16 year old girl reveal you. I guess you still hasn't learned how to lie. To be honest, I'm a better liar than you, don't you think?"
"You may have won the battle, but be prepared for the war."
"Haha, I'm prepared since the day you killed my fiance. And besides, I'm not the one who's sitting in the interrogation room waiting for his death sentence."
*end of flashback*

"I also remember our "friendship". You wanna hear some stories?"
"Maybe another day."
"You still feel bad about the harassment you caused him at the wedding?" Don't remind me that, please.
"He was about to kill you."
"The balcony attack though." Oh God, I had hit him.
"I didn't see his face that well. I just hit him and he fell on the ground. I still can't believe I did that."
"I heard your convo. He was making nasty comments." Like whatever, it's not a big deal.
"Eh, his mouth has always been dirty."
"Damn, you remember when I sent you that text mess-"
"Doooon't.... Oh God, you probably had got so scared your guts started trembling."
"Yes, I admit. But how would you feel if there was a bloody hell in front of you?"
"Probably the same."

"I miss this case. It was really intense and funny."
"Funny?"
"Yeah... The irony was just... I was one of Nikki's colleagues. I was in a gang full of criminals. That was crazy. But for your help, I don't know how I'd have convinced Mick." Oh my, the kiss I gave to Vince. I almost forgot.
"I remember our deal."
"The kiss?"
"Yeah, the kiss. By the way, did you find yourself a girlfriend?"
"Well, I started dating someone else."
"Oh my goodness, I'm so happy for you."
"Thank you. May I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"Why do you love Nikki?" I wonder the same every day and I still don't know the right answer.
"He was my first suspect. Twice."
"Oh... Yes... You were a teenager then. I understand. But how do you love him still?"
"Well, now I'm trying to forget about it."
"Is there any progress?" I don't think so.
"Kinda."
"Okay, I'm going out with my girl, you wanna come with us?"
"Maybe another day."
"Okay, have a good day."
"Have a great date."

Vince misses the case while I miss the main suspect. Everything is so messed up right now. Why do I feel the need to see him again? I just want to make sure he's okay. I can never forgive myself for saying those words. Sometimes I wonder if he still loves me. Damn, the morning I woke up in his bed. Why should I have ruined everything? I'm always ruining everything. I remember the first visit in jail. His kiss, his touch, I have never felt this way before. But the sad truth is that we're not meant to be. My stupid heart just can't understand my brain's problems. I wish I could forget about him.