Amuto: you or my broken life

confusion

[~•~Amu's view~•~]

I looked out of the window watching all the other cars and buildings pass by as I tried to distract my mind of him.

Even thought I knew Ikuto was focused on the road right now I felt as if he watched me. I kept watching out the window to think about something else.

Lightly I touched my lips.

This taste of bitter and sweet chocolate, I could still taste it on them. But not just them I tasted it in my whole mouth as I thought about the kisses I shared with Ikuto in the fairies wheel.

This bitter sweet sensation that I tasted the whole time made my whole body heat up again as the picture of the kiss came to my mind. He didn't kiss me, I kissed him.

But why?

I thought I dislike him, but up there in the fairies wheel as I told him about my happy memories and as he was so nice to me, I felt this strange warmth rush trough my whole body.

It was as if it took over my brain because the next thing I felt after the warmth rushed trough me was the warm touch of his lips on mine.

A knock on the window brought me back to reality. I saw Ikuto standing outside of the car and I could see my house in the
background.

Ikuto opened the door for me and I got out of the car.

"Um...thank you..." I mumbled as I wanted to rush back in my house.

But he grabbed my hand and stopped me. I felt a tickling feeling run trough my hand almost like a small electric shock.

He turned me around so I would face him as I locked up. He kept his hand on mine while his other hand gripped my hip so I couldn't run away.

I looked away but he let go of my hand so he could turn my face back where it was. He made me look directly in his eyes while he looked in mine.

He didn't move he just stared in my eyes and I stared in his.

I always could get lost in those deep Indigo colored eyes. When I look at them like this I feel like being somewhere else right now.

"Ik-" before I could say something Ikuto pushed his lips against mine. I was surprised at first but closed my eyes after a second and enjoyed the bitter sweet sensation I could taste again.

The wonderful feeling on my lips disappear. I opened my eyes looking up at Ikuto who wasn't smirking or grinning.

His expression was one I haven't seen on him until now and I couldn't find out what it meant.

"Good night Amu... " he whispered as he pecked my forehead. I stood there watching like he got in his car and drove home leaving me with the taste of chocolate on my lips.

~•~••~|END OF FLASHBACK|~••~•~

"AMU-CHAN!!!" I heard my Maids shout.

I came up from under my blanket and glared at them. They backed away a little.

"U-Um... Amu-chan... d-don't you want to g-get out of y-your bed?" Asked Dia while her sisters hide behind her.

"No..." I groaned as I crawled back under my blanket.

Suddenly I felt something rip the blanket off of me. I sat up and glared at Ran who held my blanket.

"Amu-chan you should stop acting this strange!" She demanded "you've been acting this strange since you came back".