Amuto: you or my broken life

Impossible

[~•~Amu's view~•~]

"How much do you think I love you?"

I looked up confused staring in Ikuto's deep eyes. My head was resting on his lap while I nuzzled inside my blanket.

"Um...a lot, I guess..." I responded with a slight blush.

"That's wrong" he responded running his hand trough my hair.

"Huh?"

"I love you so much that you couldn't put it in words" he chuckled tapping my nose.

I smiled at him before yanking him down on his shoulder, kissing him gently.

"I love you, too"-

~•~|end of dream|~•~

*Bang*

"Ouch!" I groaned feeling my body collide with the floor.

I forced my eyes open before sitting back down on my bed...i was alone. Like I've been the bast weeks now.

i completely covered myself with my blanket before hugging my pillow tightly. Those dreams were the only thing keeling me sane.

Seeing Ikuto us horrible, especially since he was sitting right next to me. Maybe it's because I'm still keeping so much things that remind me of him.

I heard my room door bust open and stomps which ended in front of my bed. My blanket got ripped off my body leaving me in the cold.

I looked up seeing Dia with a giant box in her hand.

"Um...what's that for?" I asked confused.

"Every time you break up with someone you take all the stuff you got from him and lock it up in the loft, to never think about it again" she said handing me the empty box "I don't like to at it.. but you should conclude that with Ikuto" she explained before leaving my room.

I sighed frustrated.

"Maybe she's right...." I muttered before opening the box.

I first grabbed a few albums and opened one looking trough it. It always was easy for me taking things with no meaning and locking them away...but they all have a meaning for me. They are all I have left from Ikuto.

.....I'm kinda getting depressed here....

[~•~Dia's view~•~]

"Hm..she's goe for quite some time already..." I muttered before walking upstairs.

I opened the door of Amu's room and went inside, seeing Amu was gone. The only thing was Amu's closed box.

I wanted to grab the box but couldn't heave it because it was so heavy.

Confused I opened the box seeing Amu was laying inside.

"What the...HOW DID YOU CLOSE IT WHEN YOU WHERE INSIDE!?" I asked shocked.

".......I don't know..." she muttered.

I grabbed her and put her outside if the box, back on her bed.

I looked around in her room wanting to find the things Ikuto-kun gave her to help h err getting over it. Strangely all those things were gone.

"Amu...where are al-","I hide them!" She cut me off.

"What?!"

"Its impossible for me.." she cried out "it's impossible to lock those things up, it's like I'd lock up Ikuto...it's just impossible...." she sobbed.