Amuto: you or my broken life

What if?

[~•~Amu's view~•~]

"What if you would lose the  most precious  thing in your life" I said out loud of my thoughts as I looked out of the window of the bus.

My friends looked at me confused "what's with that's questions now?" Asked Kukai.

I shrugged my shoulders "in the book I just finished....it was about a woman who lost the most important thing in her life, so now I wonder....what if that really happens?" I explained.

".....you sometimes really should keep your thoughts to yourself" he responded sweat-dropping.

I stared at him expressionless for a while befits kicking his seat hopping he'd fall from his place. Sadly he managed to balance himself out.

I gave a "humf" sound and leaned back in my seat.

He was right thought. I sometimes really just say what I'm thinking and that brought me in quite a lot of trouble.

I started staring at Ikuto now....his eyes were closed so he would probably be asleep but I could never be sure if it's him.

He could be awake and was just waiting for me to say something embarrassing.

My next move was really stupid but it was worth a try.

"Ikuto....are you awake?" I asked.

"................no, I'm sleeping...." he responded frowning his eyebrows.

"......are you awake or do you try making fun of me?" I asked.

"Both" he responded opening one of his eyelids showing his indigo colored Iris.

I blushed while puffing my cheeks up. I put one hand on his mouth and with the other  one I closed his nose.

He looked at me for a few minutes before pushing my hands away from his face. I pouted before he sneaked his arms around me and put my head on his chest.

"You should rest a little....we still have a long ride before us" he said nuzzling his head in my hair.

I blushed slightly before nuzzling my head in his chest inhaling his scent. He always had such a sweet scent....like bitter sweet chocolate.

I liked it. Even thought that scent sometimes made me go insane.................it made me want to ravish him  especially when I were hungry...unbelievably hungry.

Darn! Now I made myself hungry!! Curse the damn world for making me hungry in  such a moment.

Suddenly I smelled chocolate  it wasn't Ikuto because I could smell there were nuts in the chocolate.

I looked up to see Ikuto was holding chocolate in front of me. I immediately took a bite of it almost biting his hand.

He chuckled while I licked my lips.

I peeked my life savers cheek before nuzzling back to his chest. He was like a big was stuffed Teddy bear for me....I rather don't tell him that thought.

Most guys don't like it when girls say they have a soft side......unbelievably that Ikuto has a sift side.

"Hey? Why did you actually have chocolate with you?" I asked looking up at him.

"Because you, my love, get hungry in the worst moments. That's why I'm really always having food with me when we go somewhere" he explained.

I rolled my eyes.

"You're such a strange guy" I muttered.

"I'm just trying to make you fall for me soon" he said.