𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐒 // 𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐯𝐞

1.17

song of the chap; ozone- chase atlantic

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sierra finally went to sleep for the first time in 9 days. she finally let herself sleep, without the worry of the terrible pain that used to follow he wake.

but instead, she woke up with a different type of pain. the type of pain, that doesnt leave. the pain that sticks around in your heart.

sierra couldnt stop thinking about the night before and how bad it lingered in her mind and heart. the second she woke up, she knew that she had to make things right with brandon. he was practically her sister, and just confessed his feelings to her. she wanted to make things right, but on the inside she knew how nothing would really make up for not loving him the same way he loves her. so she just had to get the next best thing, homeade ice cream.

sure. it was almost 5 in the evening and everyone else was asleep, but it wont hurt.

sierra knew it wasnt going to fix it, but this way brandon could atleast have some ice cream while he dealt with this extreme heartbreak.

so, she wobbled off of the couch where cas, lauren, christian, and clinton layed asleep and walked to her kitchen. she grabbed out the ingredients and her ice cream maker, getting ready to make a delicious creamy and cold apology.

after she put her hair up, she mixed the ingredients and put them into the maker. ice cream takes 5 minutes of prep, but like 90 of churning in the machine. so, she decided to go upstairs and take a shower while her apology mixed up.

sierra still couldnt rid the guilt from her body, even while listening to chase atlantic and showering. maybe it was the possible concussion she had, but nothing could shake the feeling that something was wrong. other than the fact that the guy whos never left her side and was also in love with her for 8 years hates her and confessed his undying love for her only the night before and she had to tell him that shes not in love with him back. not to mention she was also in love with someone else, a man who has a girlfriend and still couldnt talk to her without acting awkward, and that she neglected to mention that to him the night before when he was drunk and started an arguement about how she was fucked up and only cared about that guy she was in love with.

damn. homegirl is in a DEEP hole.

she got into her silk shorts and lacy white tank top after the shower, still trying to decide what pair of sweatpants and hoodie to wear that day. but as she was brushing her hair in front of the vanity mirror on her dresser, sierra got a text.

bray-bray

im sorry.

i love you, and always will.

sierras heart sank when she read that text. so many things rushed through her mind as she blankly stared at the phone, with one eyes mascara done and the other still naked.

but the main thing that she thought of, was the time that cas almost sent the same thing to her about a year after stephanie died. sierra remembers the moment vividly, thats not the thing that leaves your brain so easily.

16 year od sierra read the text message that her best friend had just sent her. she thought nothing of it, maybe casilda had just stolen something from her drawers and had a guilty concience.

but it was the frantic screaming from the room over that caught sierras attention. it was coming from claire, right before she burst into sierras room.

"did cas text you?" claire asked in a rush, while grabbing onto her sisters arm and fastly walking her out towards the door.

"yes, why?" sierra asked, very confused.