𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐒 // 𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐯𝐞

1.20

song of the chapter: rip 2 my youth- the NBHD

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sierra layed in her childhood bed with her best friend next to her, the night after the funeral. it hadnt been easy for them, sierra and cas defintely got the short end of the happiness stick.

mitchel and christian also slept in the bed with the girls, at the edge holding onto the girls for comfort. sierra laid awake, feeling mitchels arms wrap around her waist as he slept. she stayed wondering about why the hell that woman decided to go to brandons funeral after all she did to him, she should be in jail.

sierra wanted to sleep, she really did. but her brain was fighting off the melatonin sierra had taken. she stayed off her phone, kept her eyes shut, and did every trick in the book to try and fall asleep. but none of them worked.

which leaves her brain wandering. sierra tried to focus on something else, like phases, and mitchel, but she still found herself thinking about brandon.

mitchel shuffled in his sleep, causing sierra to fall out of her haze and pull attention towards the man next to her. she smiled at him, even when sleeping, mitty looked peaceful as ever. she turned around to face him and expected him to be fast asleep, but instead, his eyes were opening slowly and he was awakening.

"why are you still up?" mitchel asked after fully opening his eyes and seeing sierra awake, and her face only inches away from his. as much as mitchel loved sierra and wanted to be with her, he held off and waited for sierra to be ready, because he knew how much the brandon and connor situations affected her. he remembers the way she cried into his shoulder after seeing connor at the bar, and recently how she ran to him for comfort about brandon.

she smiled and giggled a bit, something she hadnt been able to do very well since brandon died.

"cant sleep, ive tried everything." she groaned, tracing mitchels jaw with her pointer finger. she did really want to kiss him, but so much was already happening in her life; she didnt need more drama. especially with lauren, she was one of ci's closest friends. plus, phases was almost in full effect now and they didnt need to complicate work any more. with most of the instrementals done, all they had to do was the lyrics, sax, and put it all together. so close.

"have you tried," he started, adjusting his position before finishing his sentence. he came closer to sierra and put one of his arms under her head, the other hugging her tightly. sierra was kinda confused but wasnt mad, she put her right hand on his chest and her left hand stayed tracing his jaw. "this?" he finished, now completley cuddling sierra like a baby. he giggled a bit making her giggle, a strong blush on her cheeks.

"no, i guess not." sierra joked, making mitchel chuckle as he looked down to her. his head rested on the top of sierras, his warm body warmed sierra. im not gonna lie, it was helping sierra feel more tired.

she took a deep breath in and smelled the leftover smell of mittys cologne from the day before, it reminded her of the first night she smelled it. that night at the bar, only a few months ago. she wondered if she didnt agree to go to the club with cas, would she have ever met the boys? would she be here right now, cuddling with her childhood celebrity crush?

maybe he was a drug, but mitchels touch was already making sierra tired.

she listened to mitchels light humming as he scrolled on his phone, and she could feel the vibrations coming from his throat on the top of her head. her eyelids got heavy and she couldnt keep them open anymore, falling asleep in mitchels arm.

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when sierra woke up, she was awoken by the smell of food. casilda was still next to her in the bed, but christian and mitchel werent anywhere to be seen.