Luke's POV-
Sam woke up knowing exactly why she was here.
it was weird though, because she said she couldn't remember what happened during the actual attack.
it makes sense though, she's hardly herself at that state of mind.
I just kept telling her I'll be right there beside her, and I'm never leaving.
☯
"you know, I never used to be like this" Sam whispers, as we lay together on the hospital bed.
"I know baby" I say, laying my head in the crock of her neck.
"I was happy, and I had a dad. I went to school and had friends. my mom looked so young and worry free every morning, and I never saw her cry.
she was the strongest person I know, she still is" she says, playing with my hand intertwined with hers."you know what?" I ask her with a smile.
"hm?" she hums back in response.
"you're the strongest person I know"
she smiles widely, staring up at the ceiling.
it's the middle of the night, as I can bearly see her. but I knew she was smiling."I love you, so much" she says quietly, closing her eyes and cuddling into my chest.
"I love you too baby" I smile, resting my head on hers as I drift off to sleep.
♡
before they released Sam from the hospital, she was prescribed a whole load of medicine and booked her therapy classes.
her mom invited me over for dinner, so me and her headed up to her room.
her mom had cleaned up the mess she made from that night.. so I tried to avoid the topic.
we decided to cuddle and watch 'the other women' on Netflix.
"do you think I'll be okay?" Sam whispers worriedly into my ear.
I hug her tighter.
"yeah, you'll be okay"
"I love you Luke" she smiles weakly.
"I love you too" I say, resting my head on hers.
"what about the future? what if this happens again Luke? what if I hurt someone next time?" she panics, holding me even closer.
"look at me" I whisper, cupping her face.
she's crying now, her face red, her eyes blood shot and glassy.
"you'll make it through this. and I love you Samantha Jenkins, always will. I'll be there with you. I'm not giving up on you." I kiss her messily, finally not holding back.
"that was rough Hemmings" she laughs, after we stop making out.
"sorry, I really had to do that" I says, emphasizing the "had".
"you horny fuck boy" she giggles, whipping the tears from her eyes and smiling at me.
"can I keep being a horny fuck boy and kiss you more?" I ask patiently staring down at her lips.
she nods, and I smirk quickly before kissing her roughly again.
we move in sync together, rarely parting lips besides for air.
I begin to tug at her shirt and she flings it off, then pulling mine off too.
I begin to kiss down her jaw, to her neck, down her chest softly.
she lets out small moans ever so often. I smile every time.
"Luke" she breaths out heavily.
"yeah?" I whisper, looking up at her.
"I love you" she moans, as I smile and continue sucking on her neck lightly.
I bring my lips back to hers, and we trade places as he climbs onto my lap.
she pushes me back against the headboard, deepening the kiss.
she pulls back a takes a raged breath.
"you're great at distracting people from their problems you know that right?" she smirks.
"well, mostly you. I love you" he smiles widely.
"you're so cheesy"
she kisses me again, running her fingers roughly through my hair messily.
I grip her waist tightly, pulling her closer to me and holding her tightly.
soon enough, my clothes are off and thrown on the floor, along with all of hers.
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