Sing me to sleep - terror twins -

+ Chapter 37. I want things to go back like they were!

I ran my hand through Sunstreaker's soft silky hair. He opened his eyes. 'How do you feel?' He grunted. 'Like I got shot,' he scoffed. I laid beside him. 'Skyla...' I hushed him. I pressed a kiss on his lips. 'Stop talking.' He smiled and kissed me again. 'Excuse me? Don't do that in my medbay!' I jolted and so did Sunstreaker. 'He's not dying so get up,' he scowled. Embarrassed, I got up. 'You two are dating now?' He asked. 'Sort off...' Sunny replied. He snorted. 'You wanna do something useful? Wash him.'

'Oh, no! We are not going to do that,' the mech snapped. I gave him a look. 'I can wash myself. I am not a baby,' he sulked. 'Yeah, we'll... you're going to behave or I might tell everyone about it,' the medic snapped back before walking off. I sighed and grabbed a few things before removing the covers and opened his medical gown. 'What?' I asked. He was fully exposed to me. 'Nothing,' he sulked. 'I just don't like that.' He pointed at the catheter. 'You didn't wake up for a week,' I said. 'I am awake now,' he said. 'You woke up an hour ago. Ratchet doesn't want you to get up and wander around.' He threw his head back. 'Great,' he muttered.

I massaged his chest. Sunstreaker laid his head back and produced a few moans. He completely relaxed. A smile crept up on my face. Sunstreaker is misunderstood. He's not born mean and rude. Instead they should ask him why turned like this. I lowered my face and kissed him. Sunstreaker completely surrendered to me. He never did that before. I moved my lips to his jaw and neck.

He became a little cranky when I stopped. 'You were on a good run and now you stop? He asked indignantly?' He snapped. 'I am sorry. I need to wash you remember?' He did enjoy it, even though he was scowling under his breath. 'I helped him sit and washed his back. 'Alright handsome...' I laid him back down. 'You're sort of clean,' I replied. 'I liked how it was before they knew about you.' I closed his medial brown and threw the guilt over his body.

'The seem to like you...'

'Isn't that a good thing?' I asked. 'What about me?' I sat on the edge. 'I liked to wake up every morning and have breakfast with you or when I get home, I see you. I had something to look out for. It was our bubble without any input from others. It was us, just you and me. I never asked for this. 'I am mad at you that you went to the party and I am mad at Sideswipe for dragging you here in the first place. I found you, you're mine. You belong to me. I own you, not my brother or any other mech at the base. I was the only mech you cared about...'

'I still do. No one is able to replace you. When this is all over, we can go back to how it was.'
'So, you think they're just gonna forget about it and you will never look back at you again? And you're able to forget about them?' He snapped. 'Sunny, please... I love you and I really care about you. We will go back to how it was.' He gave a small nod and grabbed my shirt, pulling me in another kiss. 'I am kinda interested in who shot me though.'

'Yeah about that... the bullet was designated from a gun that belongs to one of the Autobots, but that sounds ridiculous, unless you made some friends.' Sunstreaker became quiet. 'I have had a serious argument with Jolt. I threatened to cut off his hand if he would call you a whore again, but would he shot me for that?'

'I don't know. It's all messed up. Maybe someone is trying to set someone up and Eden shot you.' Sunstreaker quietly agreed and pulled me next to him in bed. 'Why would she shot me if she hates you so much? She's crushing on me. It doesn't make any sense. Beside, shooting me in daylight and with my other team mates around sounds ridiculous.'

'I shook my head and kissed his cheek. 'I don't know, Sunny.' He rested his head against mine and fell asleep. I guess he's still really tired. I slowly hoisted myself up and left to find Sideswipe. 'How's Sunny?' I shrugged. 'Frustrated but he's okay,' I replied. 'He wants everything to turn back to normal. He wants to take me home,' I mocked. 'I fear that's not going to happen anytime soon,' he mocked. 'Any news?'

'No, they're still working on it. Something just seems off. The shooting, it sounds ridiculous, even for Eden to just shoot him,' he mocked. 'I know, but I don't have another theory,' I replied. 'I kinda miss it too though. I loved the way it was with Sunny. I have never had anyone like Sunstreaker. Why can't we just kill everybody?' I mocked. 'I wish we could.' A weak smile crept up on my face. 'Come on, you need to eat.'

Sideswipe grasped my hand and took me to the cafeteria. We settled on our usual spot and from here, I could see Eden. She shot me a nasty glare. Sideswipe followed my gaze. 'Try to ignore it. She's not worth it.'
'I know,' I muttered and fiddled with my fingers. We are mostly in silence. It was a nice silence. I love silence even though Sideswipe rather talks five quarters in an hour. It's never really awkward with him around.

After our dinner, I showered and laid in bed. I missed to have Sunny around or next to me. Even though I didn't full agree with his methods of keeping me a secret, I somewhere deep down understood it. Especially after the incident of last week. He's only trying to protect me.