Deja Vu // Ateez

Nine

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"While we're alone, can you please tell me why you hate San so much?"

Jongho looked over at Wooyoung who had puppy dog eyes at him. It surprised him that Wooyoung didn't even know it and yet Wooyoung was part of the reason.

But he loves Wooyoung and forgave him for it. San on the other hand, everytime he looked at him, it reminded him of that night that he wished he would forget.

"You really don't know?" Jongho asked with raised eyebrows.

"No, so please tell me."

Jongho sighed deeply but nodded. "It was the night before San and Yunho were about to leave. I was planning something special that night for someone who I care for deeply. I wanted to ask them to be my boyfriend because I was so in love with them that I didn't want to stay friends anymore and I could have sworn that they had feelings for me too. But I was wrong. Or I thought I was..."

Jongho set the followers in his hands as he looked himself in the mirror. "Jung Wooyoung, I have been so into you- No no that sounds weird."

"Jung Wooyoung, you make my world spin to the point of where I want to throw up- Why the hell did I say that."

"Wooyoung, do you remember that night I spilled hot coffee on you and I accidentally burned you, well let me tell you, you became a latte hotter-."

"Woo, I want you to be the shrek to my fiona- No I mean want you to be my donkey to my shrek- no that's not right- The donkey to my dragon- Oh my stop with the shrek reference Jongho."

"Jung- No- Woo- No- Wooyoung, I bought these roses for you, and I know they might look dead but they reminded me of you-!"

Jongho cursed at himself before he straightened up and decided to try one more time. "Jung Wooyoung. I know this may be unexpected but I have been so in love with you since the day I met you. I want you to be a part of my life every second of the day. You have made me realize that a best friend doesn't just have to be a friend but they could be more. And I see you as my something more. something worth this life. And I hope you feel the same...cause then it might be awkward after this."

"Will you be mine?"

Jongho smiled at himself. He was ready. Giving himself one last look he made his way out of his room. Only to stop by a loud moan coming from San and Yunhos room.

Jongho thought it was San and Yunho when the all too familiar voice rang through his ears.

"S-Sannie~"

"What is it Woo~"

"O-Oh god. Right there~" Wooyoung moaned out loudly.

Jongho froze in his spot. Tears threatened to fall from his eyes, but they never did. Jongho felt his heart squeeze with pain.

Jongho dropped the roses and made his way back to his room as the voice he desired said another man's name.

Wooyoung had forgotten about that night. Only because he and San agreed to forget it. "Jongho.. I'm so sorry. We did it because we were drunk and I-." Wooyoung had tears falling from his eyes.