And So It Continues...(SEQUEL TO I FOUND YOU) *ON HOLD*

Chapter 32

Chapter 32

“Jackson..?” I turn to him. “Yeah…Look I know you may not wanna talk to me but I just wanna know you’re okay.” He said hopelessly. “No, I’m not okay. But why do you care so much? You broke up with me.” I cross my arms. “Only because I was getting busy with North Of Nine stuff and I was afraid you’d think I’m a bad boyfriend if I wasn’t able to spend time with you.” He pleaded. He was working on stuff with his new band. I mean yeah I would’ve gotten frustrated with not seeing him that much but that’s better than him breaking up with me! “I understand, Jackson. You’re forgiven. I need someone on my side who’s not trying to get me sympathy from everyone I know.” I smile weakly at him. “Oh how did I know that was coming?” he said, being playfully sarcastic.

Jackson walked over to me in the empty studio. “Oh hush.” I chuckled. I checked my phone and saw a bunch of missed texts and calls from Kendall. “Ugh, Kendall’s going insane. He knows where I am I don’t see why he’s freaking out I didn’t text him back.” I say as I read the texts. “Last time you went out something bad happened and he knew where you were –sorta. So he’s gonna be crazy for a while.” Jackson explains. He’s right….damn. “Yeah, I know.” I say quietly. “Want me to drive you home?” he asks.  “Yeah, thanks.” I say and gather my stuff.

                “Here we are. Text me okay?” Jackson says as he pulls up to Kendall’s house. “Okay, see ya later.” “Bye.” He says and kisses my cheek. I smile and go back inside.

                I was greeted by Kendall and Dustin. “Why did you ignore my texts?!” Kendall freaks. “Because I was dancing. You knew where I was. Chill out.” I explain. “Well next time pay more attention to your phone.” He says. I just roll my eyes. “Hey Dustin.” I smile. “Hey Tessie.” He says and hugs me. Just before I can say anything, the doorbell rings. Kendall walks over and answers it. “Oh, uhm, Hey Charlotte. I forgot you were coming today.” Kendall chuckles nervously. “What is this I hear about Tessa getting raped?!” she squeals angrily and walks into the house.

“Uhm, who told you?” I ask her. It wasn’t in the news or anything. I’m a minor so they wouldn’t even be able to use my real name. “Lily called. She was concerned about how things were going here.” She says sternly. “Well she’s okay now. Please don’t take her away again.” Kendal pleads. “Why would I do that? It’s not your fault she got raped. Right?” Charlotte asks. “Well….no..” Kendall mumbles. “Tessa, Dustin, could you please step out for a minute while I talk to Kendall alone.” Charlotte says and we step out.

Kendall’s POV

                “What was that tone I just heard in your voice?” Charlotte asks, concerned. “I know it’s not my fault that happened, but it feels like it. I didn’t wanna let her out with him because I knew he was violent but she snuck out. I should’ve been paying more attention…” I put my head in my hands. Charlotte comes and sits with me.

“It’s not your fault. You couldn’t have predicted that Adam would’ve done that. I do wish you were a little bit more strict with her sometimes, but that’s beside the point.” Charlotte says nicely. She isn’t wrong. But when I try to be strict Tess and I end up fighting! “It’s just really hard. I’m not good at parenting. I’m good at being a guardian and making sure she doesn’t really get hurt or do anything stupid – but I even failed at that!” I vent to Charlotte.

“You didn’t fail, things happen that aren’t unexpected. You’ve done fine so far with her. Look, what are your plans for the summer?” Charlotte asks.

“I don’t know really. Just gonna play a few shows, T has dance competitions all summer so I’ll be traveling with her and probably do a show in whatever city the competition is in.” I mean, it’s a logical idea. Mickey hates it because I don’t know how much time I’ll be spending with her and Caitlynn, but I need to help T this summer. Last summer the guys and I were touring and I took her out of dance so this year I need to do something for her.

“Sounds good. Just do everything you can to be there for her. Look out for signs of depression and anxiety, it wouldn’t be uncommon.” Charlotte is wayyyyy better than Google at this point. I’ve tried looking up how to help Tess but nothing ever really shows up that fits her. “And what if she does show signs of it?” I ask, may be a dumb question but it’s always good to ask. “Take her to a doctor. She may need meds.

But who knows, she seems okay right now, but really keep an eye on her.” Charlotte says forcefully, emphasizing the fact I need to watch her. “That’s all I have to say for today. Remember what I said, and I’ll be checking in, obviously.” Charlotte smiled sweetly and pat my shoulder before she left.

                I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt a tug on my shirt “How’d it go?” T asks. “It went fine. She’s not upset with me or anything, don’t worry sweetie.” I smile.

“So, movie night anyone?”

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