And So It Continues...(SEQUEL TO I FOUND YOU) *ON HOLD*

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

    It’s a picture of me and Adam kissing. But it’s not a real kiss. I mean – it is – but it was on stage! I kiss him in the musical! We’re doing ’13!’ and I’m Lucy and he’s Brett! Someone took it and photoshopped it so it looks like it’s in the hallway.

    It’s all over.  Fucking Anna. I call her.

T: You really fucking did it?

Anna: What?

T: You took a picture of Adam and I kissing on stage and edited it to look like it was a real kiss?

Anna: I had nothing to do with that.

T: You lying skank! Take it down!

Anna: I told you! I didn’t do it!

    With that, I hung up and started reading comments and messages sent to me. ‘slut’ ‘ew why him?’ ‘dem r gonna b some ugly babies’ ‘how could you do this to Jackson?’ ‘cheater’ ‘I hope the whole school sees this and hates you’

    I don’t know what to do! I’m just pacing around my room frantically crying! I quickly run to grab my pills, I shakily take them into my system. I leaned against the wall next to the top of the stairs and slid down it. I don’t know what to do…

Kendall’s POV

     “She’s been acting so angry lately.” I say, taking another swig of beer. “Well we’ve been spending a lot of time together. When was the last time you two had some quality time?” Michaela asks. “I don’t know…But she’s 14, she shouldn’t need me that much.” I defend myself. “But considering what she’s been through she probably doesn’t want to lose you again. And you shouldn’t want to lose her. Are we still going to her musical? I can’t wait.” She smiles. My eyes go wide. “You didn’t….oh god Kendall you forgot!” Mickey gets worried and annoyed. “Well I’ve been busy! I guess I just put it on the back burner…” I angrily sigh at myself and finish off the beer. “Kendall you shouldn’t have. She’s like your child, she should come first before anybody. I do the same for Cait and you know it.” She’s disappointed. I am too. “I keep screwing up! And it’s not even like something small – I’m forgetting major things!” I’m getting angry at myself. “Babe, calm down. Just make it better and try not to forget her again.” She holds my hand across the table. “She told me about last time.” Michaela giggles at the face I make. “Oh God, don’t remind me…” I say, not even wanting to think about the Starr thing. “Kendall I gotta get back home, it’s late.” she sighs and stands up. “Alright, I’ll call you?” I say. She nods her head and pulls me in for a kiss. She runs her hand through my hair, “It’s going to be fine, just fix it.” She smiles and leaves the bar.

     When I get home, I find T asleep at the top of the stairs. It’s only 9:45, she wouldn’t be caught dead going to sleep this early. I quietly walk up to her and look at her tear stained face. She must’ve taken an anxiety pill. I pick her up and take her to her bed.

“I know I always say this but, I’m sorry…”

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