"Enamórate." I repeated to myself as I look down on a photo of Lauren and I, on my computer.
What I don't get with myself at the moment is why I feel like everything I read, listen to or just plainly come a across with hits me in that place in my mind and heart saying that I somehow feel something different about my fellow band mate. Surely I don't feel that way about her. It has been years since we even gotten that close with one another and I don't know whether or not she's distancing herself from me or I have been the one who has been doing that, but there's just one thing I can surely answer and that is I want her loving and caring affection back in my life.
"Camz?" The familiar raspy voice becomes more audible every seconds pass.
"Yeah?" I asked, turning around in my seated position in bed.
"Have you seen my..."
"Over there." I cut her off before she could even finish. She has been looking for her laptop the entire time, running around the hotel room we're in, she has literally been into everyone's hotel rooms looking for them.
Lauren and I used to share the hotel rooms together but since that time we never really had been sharing anything at all. She barely talks to me, she's always looking down on her phone, she would interact with the rest of the girls but when it comes to me, she will talk bluntly the entire time. Thinking back to what happened between the two of us, that probably wasn't a great idea at all, knowing that it would only put our friendship into this kind of situation.
"Thanks." She said simply and made her to the door.
"You're wel..." I started but then I heard the door shut before I could even finish my sentence. "Come..."
Surely I expected that in a way but how rude?
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"Camz..." She moans loudly.
That's all I've been trying to get out of her since we started this. I got her wrapped around my little finger right now and I am in control of her body.
I went back up to meet her lips again, cupping one of her her breasts along the way.
"Take it off..." I stated, a little out of breath.
She quickly gets up and pulls her tight black singlet over her head, revealing her red bra.
"You're so hot." I quickly crashed our lips once again.
I worked my hands around her back, first lightly touching her skin that made her get goosebumps, then I unhooked her bra and threw it somewhere around the room.
"Camz." She separated our lips for a second.
"Yeah?"
"Are you sure we're doing the right thing?" She asked.
Really? Right now that you are practically half naked in front of me while I'm on top of you looking pretty much the same, then you decided to interrupt my moment with you with that question. Really Lauren? Really?
"Shh..." I placed a finger on her lips.
I then traced soft kisses starting from her lips, to her jaw line, down to her neck, making my way slowly down to her abdominal. I slowly started unbuttoning her leather jeans and played with the elastic band of her underwear. I slipped my hand in her jeans, making her back arch in motion.
"Oh God, take it off Camz." She pleaded in a raspy tone.
A smirked grazed up my lips, her pleading for me to take off the remaining of her clothing makes me want her more and more.
I started pulling the jeans down from her hips to her thighs, she helped straight away by wriggling out of the clothing hastily.
"Slow down." I chuckled.
"Shut up." She instructed after she threw the pants that she was wearing somewhere with the rest of our clothing. She then grabs me from my neck and crashed our lips hungrily.
I started straddling my hips with hers in between my legs whilst she lick the bottom of my lips with her tongue, I then sucked on her bottom lip once she opened her mouth wanting to explore mine. I let my knee descend in her middle, lightly pressing on the sensitive area, her underwear is the only thing that is separating my hot flesh from her own wet ones. I slowly moved my lips down to her jaw once more, then down to her neck, sucking down on her exposed flesh as she moves her head to the side.
"Fuck." She swore.
The way she curses makes my inside light up, like a small spark somewhat turned into one massive fire that I cannot extinguished.
I slowly started making trails of kisses down to her torso, massaging her left breast with my left hand as her nipple started to erect. I slowly massaged the sensitive area with my index and middle finger, she then grabs my hair and pulled on it harder. I then used the opportunity to bring my right hand down to her wet middle area, her legs now throbbing, I started circling around the area that is hidden behind the soft, silky and wet fabric with my index finger, teasing her more and more.
"Fucking hell Camila, take it off." Lauren begged and pulled my head back and away from leaving kisses on her stomach. I grinned at her, seeing how desperate her face looks at that exact moment, looking down on me.
I took off the red fabric and she gladly slid out of them voluntarily. Her centre now glistening, reflecting the light that the moon shone from her bedroom window. I lightly touched it with my index finger, seeing that she wants more but my body took a whole new turn, instead I buried my head down and disappeared from her sight in between her thighs, I kissed the insides of her thighs and slowly moved my hungry, swollen lips to her centre. My mouth moved in a way that I never imagined that I could ever do, my tongue moved in such graceful ways that it surely blew my mind as well as Lauren's.
"Holy shit." Lauren groans and grabs the sheets in her now clenched fists.
I continued on doing what I'm doing, knowing that she is now so close to reaching her peak.
"Camila!" She practically shouted my name out loud, her tone sexy, raspy and angelic all at the same time. Her back arched, holding onto the sheets tightly, finally releasing every sensation that she had been holding.
I let out a small chuckle after she finished and laid back down on the bed, shaking a little, her legs throbbing. I kissed her softly on her lips before I laid myself down next to her in bed.
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"Mila?" Dinah walked in our hotel room, snapping me out of my thoughts and memory.
"What?" I asked, most likely looking a little baffled by her interruption.
"Okay..." She looks down on my hands that has been holding tightly onto the book that I have been reading and then moves her attention over to my laptop that has been showing photos of Lauren and I as my screensaver.
I just looked at her waiting for her to continue.
"You're still reminiscing about you two? Is it because of that book?" She then points at my book.
I sighed heavily as she sits down next to me on the bed. "Enamórate means fall in love." I glanced down on the page and pointed at the passage that contained the foreign language.
"You really did fall in love with her didn't you?" The Polynesian girl asked.
I didn't say anything back and just avoided her sympathetic gaze.
"Only question though..." She said after the brief silence that fell between us two.
I looked at her this time.
"If you guys did fall in love with one another then why are you two distancing yourself from one another when clearly the only thing that you two want is to be in each other's arms?" She asked.
I looked at her with such vagueness in my eyes as I stopped myself from letting out a tear escape my eyes.
Dinah's right, why are we distancing ourselves from one another?

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One Shot Compilations || camren
FanfictionA collection of the one shots that I cannot seem to put in a full story.