One Shot Compilations || camren

We Belong

It's been years since the two of them caught up. Years has gone by since the last time they've ever spoken to each other. No time nor chance that they got fit in with each other's schedules.

By this time Camila has reached that age where she's finally ready to settle down and start her own family. Planning her very future is the only way that she can get her mind off things, where she can find a good sense and use with her time. The only person that she has ever spoken to, through all this time is Dinah. She knows every single detail that has happened with Camila throughout those years, the past and current relationships, the past battles with herself and the current improvements of her health. Admittedly, Dinah surely wants Camila to be happy with whoever she'll end up with but deep inside she knows that Camila only wants that someone to be by her side until the end and that is Lauren.

Lauren on the other hand has been burying herself with her music, making music that expresses her inner feelings and thoughts. Both Normani and Ally know that those songs, the word that she used are for one particular person only and that is Camila herself. You see the two girls had a small and complicated fling back then, back when Fifth Harmony existed. They didn't admit their real and true feelings for each other but they did spend quite a lot of time together, being alone, talking and sharing some deep and meaningful thoughts about anything and everything.

Then they all just had to go do their own things, go in their own separate ways. Lauren was the only person determined and wanted the group to stay but after the fights and the arguments with Camila, the sleepless nights where she had to cry herself to sleep just to feel numb the next morning. But nothing worked, none of the things that Lauren made worked out for all of them, especially for Camila. She was in the state of her life where she didn't know what to do with herself, she didn't know her place in the group, she constantly fought between what she believed in and what she thought was right. It came to the part where she had given up and wanted to end it all for good, Lauren prevented that by sticking right by her but ended up getting hurt at the end.

Months after breaking the group, Lauren found out that Camila started dating a guy where he constantly blamed Camila for every wrong thing he makes, she suffered through the beating, the name callings and once where she was kicked out of their apartment together just because he didn't want to let her see Dinah that night. Dinah knew about this, she knew that if Camila would've just stayed and let the group work it all out for them, then nothing bad would've ever happened to her. Nothing woud've ever harmed her health and put her life to risk.

On the other hand, Ally and Normani witnessed Lauren's few attempts to end her life. They saw her body so close to dying just because of her overdosing on her depression medication. She opened her wrists open, bled out non-stop and if Normani or Ally never turned up at her place, Lauren would've been gone by now. She suffered through so many emotional abuse, psychical abuse from herself. Lauren couldn't bare it all, she wanted to have Camila and the girls back in her life and now that she will finally get the chance to see Camila once more, she doesn't even know what she would say or do.

"Hey Lo, Mani and I are meeting up around 7 at The Bazaar. Do you need a lift?" Ally messaged Lauren

Lauren rolled her eyes at the text message that she received.

"Thanks but I'll manage to get there by myself Ally. Is Dinah coming?" Lauren replied.

"Yes she is and Camila..." Ally messaged back.

Lauren swallowed a lump of emotions from the back of her throat and replied with a blunt answer to Ally.

None of the girls know if they are bringing someone else with them, but all that Lauren can assume right now is that Ally and Troy will definitely go together over at dinner.