TW: Mentions of Sexual Assault
"Ow! Fucking hell! I swear if that kid tries to destroy his arm again like he did today he's going to regret ever deciding to become a hero. I'll make sure of it."
"Kitten. Babe. Let me help you." Hizashi pleaded with his hands up in front of me.
"Why are we even up?" Shouta groaned with his face still pressed into his pillow. "How are you up? You passed out from it all and now you're up not even two hours later."
"I'm getting used to it." I shrug "Fucking damn it." I curse holding my shoulder. "I'll take getting metal rods through my stomach again before this. That kid has some serious resolve if he knows this is the pain he has to deal with and still goes through with it."
"Can you not get metal rods through your stomach again. Thank you very much." Hizashi sang easing my arm through the hole before pulling the rest over my head.
"Can we just stay here tonight?" Shouta yawned
"I mean you can. But I can't." I said struggling with my pants and huffing when Hizashi slapped my hand away as he began pulling them up for me. "This is ridiculous."
"Why can't you?" He asked sitting up.
"Did you forget that we have an adorable tiny creature at my house that hasn't been fed since this morning? I bet he's starving and wondering where his family is." I look over at him as he registered my words.
"Leo." He breathed out.
"Now he remembers," I chuckled sitting down on the side of the bed as he got up to get dressed.
"Babe. Do you need anything?" Hizashi squatted in front of me.
"Hmm?" I tilted my head to side wondering what he meant.
"What we did was pretty intense and I know you fell asleep right after, but you didn't receive any aftercare. Besides being cleaned up and held after. We haven't discussed what you like and what you need after something like this. Is there anything you need right now?" My mouth was slacked as I listened to his words. I knew that aftercare should be the basics of any kind of sexual activity but I never received any and don't expect it.
"I don't know," I answered sheepishly using my good hand to tug at my ear. "I've never received any before."
"You've never..." Hizashi stuttered before looking at Shouta who was watching us closely. "You have a drawer full of toys and you've mentioned using some of them before so that means you've done scenes like this before right?" I nodded my head bringing my hands together on my lap. My ears were laying flat on my head. For some reason I felt like I was getting in trouble.
"He's not upset at you Kai," Shouta's deep voice got closer as he kneeled beside Hizashi. "He's just concerned. Rightfully so." I nod my head once before I began to pick at my claws.
"Um I've always enjoyed using toys. I enjoy being controlled and submitting to the person I'm with. Before Adam I found the pleasure that came with using them on myself but when I was with him the only time we had sex was when he wanted it. When we used toys or did anything close to what we just did it was only to pleasure him. I enjoy praise. Enjoy being used to pleasure the one I'm with. I even love when it's rough and I'm left a begging mess. With him it was the opposite. I didn't get praise only degradation. He never cared for my safe words. So when I used them he ignored it and continued. He even found joy in blind folding me just to get my reaction from it. When he was finished he would just roll off and take care of himself before going to bed or leaving for the night.
So I'm not sure what kind of aftercare I need because I've never gotten it before. I'm used to taking care of myself when it was over. When we had sex the first time and I took a bath with you and then when we finished with Shouta and he brought water and snacks I didn't know what to think. I just know that it made me extremely happy. It was a few of the reasons I fell in love with you both."
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