Euphoria x Melancholy

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// Very Personal Rant, Mature content, Self Harm, Violence, Mental Trauma, Love issues, Harassment, Bullying, Paranoia/Paranormal things, etc related may be triggering so skip if you want //

I've reedited and changed this part a lot and added new things ! It's also a message about me.

[ STALKERS AND RANDOM PEOPLE WHO AREN'T MY FRIENS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO PROCEED ]

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This note is written at different point of times parts from 2021- 2022
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if you wish to read this message here, i genuinely request you to first complete reading all poems (Not give vote vote vote, just genuine read is enough) on Towards the Sky, Worlds of Words and Flowers of my feelings and then shall you be allowed to read this part. It would be wrong to ignore this and continue reading without fulfilling my conditions. Ik it's too many poems and quotes there but if you wanna read this message of mine, I'd recommend u to read all of em first whenevr u can and free n no hurries.

And ONLY if you're friend or someone who is a caring follower and wanted to read it u can read this msg, but first read those books, becoz it will help u know some stuffs related to what this msg may be about. if u didn't knew those, you would not understand what i wrote here :) so pls try to first read those before coming here. If you don't want to read em, pls don't read this part too UwU And Take your time. I'm not deleting this part, it will stay here only forever.

PS: And treat this strictly, don't read ahead unless your nearby exams etc are all over and you've read those other related poems, and read only when you're ok or else i won't talk with chu ToT My kindest request to you hun <3

Don't read below

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Intentionally not announcing anything coz i don't want random fake ppl to show concern and claim themselves big ass friends when they didn't had time to check my feelings and thoughts i posted in books. Also, the fact putting dp black or releasing ranting comes with ppl asking fucking "How r u?" And it's fine they're legit stupid to think of being replied you're fine even when you posted something sad (they don't legit understand what u wrote) but when you reply them "I'm not fine" they will boast up lots of fucking lectures and advices when we didn't ask em for it. We need GENUINE CARE, AFFECTIONATE LOVE, UNDERSTANDING SOULS not fake care by advisors who can't listen. I wholeheartedly hate people who make me feel worse or hurt like this and then do toxic shit drama if i complain against them. Neither I'm the kind of person who can easily ignore anyone concerned about me, I'm giving my efforts to trust talking with ppl who show care but at least please don't fuck shit motivation over me if u can't even listen me. And there are some even more craphead people who after reading these things simply say "why are you being with toxic ppl even?" Oh lord I've never been interested in toxic ppl, strangers come over and text something shit, i can't control the fact who texts me what right? So pls stop fucking stupid shit advices in dms.

It's a very very long msg so read only when you have a lot of time left to <3

Thank you a lot for reading my books and having patience to read this

IT'S VERY IMP TO READ ALL THE PARTS AND DREAM NOTES IN TOWARDS THE SKY BEFORE YOU PROCEED SO PLS READ IT ALL WHEN YOU'RE FREE FIRST, AND LATER CHECK THIS PART.

My reason for coming to wattpad some ppl already know or is mentioned in Creators book of the community. And other than being the only active admin since months in our community of poets and replying/doing the work/adding poems and contents there, the other reasons why i stay here even now is twofolded:

One is to spread some very important life facts, messages and social/environment/world issue related things which people are ignoring or not known to. My most important task for staying here is to try opening up the eyes of sleeping people who have been blindly following the wrong tracks and misguided to hurt others for ownself, spreading toxicity and rumours; against the mentality people who don't know how to keep bonds.