Confessions

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[ Written in 2020 ]

One day i won't be in this pain
This hatred for life, my luck and myself
One day she will drench with me in rain
She won't have to hide her tears and wipe it herself

I accept i am shedding tears right now
As she is reading it from somewhere far away
I accept i feel depressed most of the day
But her presence is always longing for mine to stay

Someday i will be with someone
Someone with whom i can share
My good and bad times with
My life, my happiness and sorrow with

Someday i will be with someone
Someone who will never leave me
Never let me feel alone and depressed
Instead, arrange the pages which are messed
(Pages = days of my life)

I am eager to meet this girl
With whom i want to live my life
I want to be a wall
Which will always protect her life

Days and months and years
I don't know how many it would be
But i know that this love gonna stay
Whether we're close or far away

One day, i will sit with her
In those parks i passed by
One day, i will walk with her
In beaches and those hills so high

Someday, i will make memories i never made before
I will be happy more than i have been ever before
Someday, there will be no wall in between us
And we would be the closest, without any fear or rush

(Fear = when either of us is absent, we are afraid, Rush= when we struggle a lot to contact each other after long time)

She will have tears in her eyes just like mine
And happiness which knows no bounds
We will have the warmth we need, that time
And we will hear the tunes inside which will have an euphoric sound

(Sound of heartbeat)

Oh she, my baby, got my all my attention
Seems like staring her sleeping whole night is just a bit of my affection

Go to a mirror and see who's she
You're my beloved, my heart.

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