A/N: Some Thadbastian with a hint of Huntbastian to grace your wattpads.
Sebastian was angry with himself, he blamed himself for him and Thad fighting. He loved Thad. he was in love with his best friend, and they were secretly hooking up with each other, Thad was his safe haven, his comfort place, Thad was always there for him, and even made sure he ate when he was stressed. But now he and Thad were done and fighting, what hurt him more is that Thad told him to never speak to him again. He loves him, and their fight its tearing Sebastian up inside, he knows they aren't together, but it still hurt him, and he just didn't know what to do, but all he knew was that he wanted to forget about Thad entirely, and wanted a meaningless hook up to forget about him.
Sebastian sat on his bed thinking about his and Thad's fight when Hunter had walked in. Sebastian was quiet and didn't even acknowledge him like he does when he wasn't with Thad in his dorm. Hunter looked at Sebastian and said
"Dude you okay?" Sebastian shook his head and said
"Harwood and I had a fight, he told him to never speak to him again, its tearing me up inside, and all i wanna do is forget about him entirely, and i have no idea on how to do that." Hunter was quiet, he always said he wasn't even remotely bi-curious but that all changed when he saw his roommate Sebastian walk out their bathroom in just a towel.
Sebastian knew how to do that, he would be lying if he said he hadn't of thought about hooking up with Hunter just once in their dorm the entire time he's been in the dorm the whole evening. Sebastian didn't want to feel, he was numb, upset and alone. He looks up and sees Hunter staring at him intently and slowly taking his shirt off. Sebastian then did something he knew he shouldn't have done, but he didn't care because his love told him to leave him alone and to never speak to him again. Sebastian had stood up, and kissed Hunter, and to Sebastian's surprise Hunter had kissed him back.
After a while, Sebastian felt insecure because Hunter was crazy and clingy, and it was something Sebastian wasn't used to at all. Sebastian has only ever been with Thad, and he remembers his and Thad's first intimate time together and how gentle, soft and calm Thad was, and he always remembers Thad asking him if he was okay. Sebastian shook that thought away because he just wanted to forget about him and hook up with Hunter. Sebastian was uncomfortable with Hunter, and he only ever trusted Thad. Sebastian hated the control and dominance Hunter he had over him, it made him feel uncomfortable and quite awkward.
When Hunter fell asleep, Sebastian put on his clothes, and walked to Thad's dorm. Sebastian softly knocked on his dorm door. Thad was not in the mood at all, as he and Sebastian were fighting, it scares Thad a lot when he and Sebastian, as he doesn't know what to do, and he hates it the most that Sebastian pushes him away, and he doesn't want anything to happen to his love, even if they weren't together. Thad heard the soft knocks once more and knew it was Sebastian. Thad reluctantly got up and walked to his door to let Sebastian in.
Sebastian slowly walked in, sat on Thad's bed and said
"I'm sorry for our fight, i know it was my fault." Thad sat on his bed next to Sebastian and said
"It's okay Sebastian, it was my fault too. and I really regret ever telling you to leave me alone and never talk to me again." Sebastian gave him a small smile and said
"There is something else you should know too." Thad looked at him concerned and said
"What's going on Sebastian?" Sebastian was nervous and said
"I hooked up with Hunter." Thad was hurt. Sebastian was the first person Sebastian let top him and he doesn't feel special anymore. Sebastian softly spoke
"Don't worry you're still the only person I've topped for. I wasn't even top with Hunter. i was uncomfortable with it all. All I could think about Harwood was you. The thing with Hunter happened only once. it meant nothing to me, and i was really insecure." Thad became concerned and said
"Why Seb, what happened?" Sebastian lowly sighed and said
"Hunter. he made me feel insecure, he didn't like how lean i was, and said he hated the look of my body." Thad hugged him tight. Thad knows how insecure of his body Sebastian can be. Thad softly whispered to him
"You're perfect, your body is perfect. your beautiful to me Sebastian." Thad kissed Sebastian's cheek and said
"you can sleep in here tonight, and we can cuddle and watch singing in the rain, while eating pop corn and your favourite mini cinammon donuts." Sebastian was grateful for Thad, he will admit that Thad is his safe haven, his comfort and security, but he would never tell Thad that. Sebastian kissed Thad on the lips, his familiarity, the warmness and safeness of Thad's lips. When Sebastian gently pulled apart the kiss, Sebastian gave him a small smile and spoke the words he never thought he would say
"I love you Thad." Thad went wide eyed, and then kissed attacked him down on his bed and said
"I love you too Sebastian."
Sebastian was happy and content, he was finally at peace and was with the love of his life, who was patient, kind, caring and loving, and even helped him accept himself and his body, and Thad never made him feel uncomfortable he was always safe, happy, calm, comfortable and his security blanket, and Sebastian never wants to let him go.
The next day when Hunter saw Thad and Sebastian together, he was hurt, because he never expected to see them together again because of their fight, but honestly he was happy that Sebastian happy.
