Fate // l.h

Chapter seven

(Mhmm, I didn't like chapter six at all, dammit)

"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all"

That really was amazing. It's not really accurate about what's going on with us but I don't care, it was so beautiful.

"That was incredible" I manage to make out a normal enough sentence. "You think so?" Michael asked, I nodded. "Thanks" he said before putting his guitar back down.

"Well.. Would you all like to hear what I've been working on?" I ask awkwardly, hoping they would say no but of course they wouldn't, they aren't rude. "Sure" Calum says.

"Can I borrow someone's guitar? I still have to get my own.." I trail off awkwardly. "Here, use mine" Luke says handing it to me, I look at the bottom of the guitar to see 'Aurora Grace Wembileigh'. I smile, remembering the day that I had engraved that. I then started stumming the strings.

"He told me
Wait here patiently but
I wonder if he's kidding
Well maybe he could be serious now
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

I'm sorry it's taking me so long
To find out what I'm feeling
I wonder if it will come to me
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

How I want you to know

What I'm trying to say is that
I'm feeling a change and
I'll let it take all over
If you need time away
I won't ask you to stay
But I don't want to lose you

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

Never ever let go
My feelings show
Never ever let go
My feelings show
Never ever let go
My feelings show"

I then looked up to see shocked faces staring right deep into my eyes. "What?" I ask, quite impatient for an answer "you're a really amazing singer, Aurora" Luke says, I was quite shocked myself, I knew I could sing but I wouldn't of thought someone like Luke would say something like that.

"Thank you" I smile, they all smile in response and I sit the guitar down.
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It's been a week since I had first seen the boys, that night was... Eventful. I had missed them so much and to see them again? Was quite overwhelming but I love them all.

I had decided that it was a bit lonely back at my apartment, so I decided to get a pet. I thought a cat would be good because they're easy to handle.
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"That one" I say pointing towards a very pretty cat. It was a Munchkin Cat, I choose it because it was so cute and looks like it'd have an amazing personality. It was a ginger colour, but white on the belly and bottom of the face. (If anyone has seen the video 'munchkin cat playing with her mistress' you'll catch my idea)

I brought her back to my apartment building and tried to decide on a name. It took awhile to think for a good enough one that may suit her so I had to google it.

Montana.

That had to be her name. It was such a sweet name it'd suite her.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out to see a message from Luke.

Luke: oh my fucking lord. Did you actually sleep with Josh Nathan!?

What?

(Btw the song I put down as Aurora wrote was 'My Feelings Show' by Colbie Caillat)