"Setting you free is the best way to make things better"
Dedicated to: RizzaprinceMaolas
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A/N: Hello! Remind ko lang po na walang iiyak dito ha? At kung meron man, maghanda na po kayo ng isang balde at isang box ng tissue HAHAHAH charring lang po so ayun nga, enjoy reading!!! The theme song of this chap is below down. Kindly play it while reading this. Tysm<33.
Zavanya's POV
I really have no idea what happened between me and Stefan. Sa isang iglap, it changed. He's my first love though but I still know my worth. As a days passed, rumors, gossips about him and Aileene dating, has been talking all over inside NCA. Though I had to distant myself from him, I'm trying my best to act like a deaf every time I heard about it. It's hard but still tryin' to used to it.
'Have you heard it? Did Stefan ang Zavanya broke up?'-girl 3
'What about it?'-girl 1
'Aren't they? Oh I pity her. She haven't heard about Aileene and Stefan getting married so soon?'-girl 4
'Really? Come on, girls. Where did you get that rumors?'-girl 1
'Aileene told me so. She made a proof that he'll gonna marry her instead of Zavanya.'-girl 2
"Are you okay, Zavie? Just don't mind them. Wala lang sila magawa sa buhay nila kaya buhay ng iba ang pinapakialaman."-Jheiden said and I nodded even I really want to burst into tears right now.
"Y-Yeah. Uhm..guys? May I excuse myself for awhile? I just want to be alone."-I said and smile a bit. Pilit kong di umiyak ngayon. Kasi anumang oras, bubuhos na ang mga luha ko.
"Do you want me to come with you, ate?"-Hailey asked with worriedness in her voice and the way they looked at me.
"No. I'm fine...really. Sige, mauna na kayo."-I said.
"Are you sure?"-Aivy
"Yeah."-I answered.
"Unnie..."-EJ
"Hey, don't worry about me. I just need some fresh air. Bye!"-I said then run faster as I could. I saw them, Aileene and Stefan. Nakayakap sya dito at para bang walang pakialam kung makita ko man sila o ng iba rito. I quickly looked away when his eyes caught me running. Mas binilisan ko pa ito dahil alam kong susundan nya ako. As if he still cares about me...or not anymore.
I reached the rooftop of the campus where I stayed recently. My tears started to fall one by one 'til it was uncontrollable to stop. Maybe...Hailey was right...maybe...I should let him go and end the relationship...should I? I sadly thought.
"Zavie..."-I heard a familiar voice behind me and I wasn't surprised at all. I didn't turned around. I hate him.
"W-What are you doing here? You should go back to her. I-It's none of your business if I am in pain right now. I-I don't need you so leave me alone."-I said with pain in my voice. He began to step closer. I finally turned around to face him and stop him.
"Z-Zavanya p-please? I-I just want to---"-I cut him off.
"Y-You want, what? B-Break up with me because very soon you're getting married with whom? A-Aileene? Then what now? You were inviting me to your wedding? Are you numb, Stefan? C-Can't you see? I'm damn hurting! B-But I'm trying! I'm trying my best to forget you! To ignore you! And pretend like you didn't exist! B-But why? W-Why are you damn doing this to me?"-I yelled. I cried as my tears were dripping and I couldn't stop myself.
"I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean it---"-I calmed myself down.
"I-I'm...setting you free, Stefan. Y-You're finally free to marry her. But...just a favor, please? Tell me...if you still want me then... i'll try my best to fight for us but i-if you don't love me anymore...just turn around and leave...then don't ever looked back."-I said which made him stared at me, dumfounded. He smirked and I'm now facing his back. H-He did...he turned around. He slowly walked away and I sighed deeply. H-He didn't love me anymore...he chose her over me...why? I thought.
If that's will make you happy, I won't stopped you. You know I love you and I always will. But I saw how much you're happy while with her. And me? I don't even sure if I'll get better so soon from the pain you've caused. I wish you wouldn't regret this. Just seeing you smile even I'm not the reason why, I'm contented. Even though it shattered me into pieces. I love you once again, baby boy. Til we meet again.
A/N: Okay! Wala bang umiyak dyan? Tamang-tama ako HAHAHHA habang binabasa at pinapatugtog ko yung theme song omgee!!!😭😭😭😭 Opo talagang mapanaket ang kabanatang ito huhuhu ang hirap makamove-on, my goodness! So anyway, did you enjoyed it? Or bitin pa po talaga? HAHAHHA idk kung kelan ang next ud ko since maikli lang po ito. But thank you for reading! Sana nagustuhan nyo po kahit mangiyak-ngiyak na kayo! Tysm<33
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