Don't Look Me in the Eye

The Meaning to My Life

I'm broken

beyond repair.

I've acknowledged that

It's who I am.

Even if it means

that I hate myself

I acknowledged that it's too late.

No one can save me

Heal the broken soul

But I will stay.

Live with the pain

Blink back the tears

Silence the screams

Because if I left

I would leave without a purpose.

No goal for life

I'm sinking in quicksand

The darkness of my soul.

No one can help me

They just pass me by.

I haven't found my purpose

I can't leave yet.

I want to find the reason I exist.

Is that selfish?

Is it bad that I want to find the meaning to my miserable life?

That before I drown

Before I die

I want to find the purpose to my miserable life.

I hope its not asking too much.

That for once I can get something back after giving so much.

People come and go

They all leave me behind

After taking a part of my soul.

I just wave goodbye with a smile.

Is it asking too much if I want something in return?

I'm sinking further and further

As the minutes tick by

all I want to know

is the meaning to my life.