HOMOPHOBIA [BXB]

CHAPTER 58

THE NEXT MORNING

ROME'S POV

I slowly opened my eyes but groaned covering my face with my hand turning to the left side preventing the sunlight reflecting on my face which was irritating the heck out of me early in the morning.

My mind played the flashbacks of last night causing my eyes to shot open in horror. I sat up on the bed looking around the unfamiliar room.

Where am I?

I looked down at my body and sighed in relief knowing that I ain't naked in an unfamiliar room.

I remember everything that happened last night and felt lucky at the fact that I passed out due to the drink or else I don't even want to imagine what would have happened.

I felt Hazel unbuttoning my shirt and grasped her wrist still trying to push her away but she didn't budge instead continued to kiss me.

My breathing quickened as she started grinding her hips against mine with her hands on the the either side of my neck. I took a whiff of her scent not liking the way her lips are kissing mine even one bit.

"Rome I want you."

She whispered in my ear slightly nibbling my earlobe and started kissing my neck. I wrapped my arms around her waist lifting her and stood up now kissing her back.

My body isn't in my control anymore and felt the need to release the frustration building up inside me. We continued to kiss as she wrapped her legs around my waist with her fingers playing with my hair.

I pushed her back onto the wall and went down kissing her all the way from jaw to neck with her moans echoing in my ear encouraging me to go further.

I want to stop but I couldn't.. I have no control over myself anymore.

I kicked the random door in the club open walking in and slammed the door shut using my leg joining both of our lips for the second time.

I set her down on the bed hovering over her but she gripped my shoulders shaking her head. I squinted my eyes at her feeling light headed all of a sudden.

"Enough."

She mumbled as I tilted my head to the side scanning her face which was full of guilt.

"Why do you look guilty?"

I asked plopping down beside her staring up at the ceiling. I turned my head to the right staring at her side profile as she took in a deep breath staring back at me.

"You probably will pass out soon."

I chuckled rubbing my face in my palms nodding at her and looked away as I felt dizzy.

"I'm sorry."

That was what I heard before passing out.

"Fuck you Rome."

I gripped my hair resting my elbows on my knees with my head in my hands cursing at myself.

Leo.

How am I supposed to explain this to him? He'll leave me and I don't want that but I can't hold him back either so very well knowing it's all my fault.

I'll tell this to him no matter what instead of hiding it away because he deserves to know. I know he will hate me for this and I don't want him to leave me but he don't deserve a cheater like me.

"Rome."

I froze in my place with tears falling out of my eyes one after the other. I looked up and saw Hazel standing at the room's entrance with a guilty expression on.