Tuesday, 6:00 P.M.
Ryuk
Ryuk:
Looks like your
parents are returning
tomorrow.Are you fine?
Me:
Yeah I am all good.
I have done all necessary
tasks.Ryuk:
Necessary tasks?Me:
Hiding my reports.Transferring files in an
alternate USB.Taking out the sim 2
of my phone.And some other stuff...
Ryuk:
Do you do some mafia
sort of stuff that you
have to hide it till this
extent?Me:
Haha yes.Ryuk:
Hey come on.
Don't be that negative.Me:
I am not negative.It's fine like it's okay.
Ryuk:
It's not okay eitherMe:
What do you want?Ryuk:
I want you to be you.Me:
That ain't possible sir.
We are not allowed to
be ourselves here.Ryuk:
Dude, you are thinking
it way too much.Me:
Maybe.Ryuk:
What's so difficult in
being you?Me:
For me it is. When I think
of the word 'I', there is
just hollowness. It seems
empty. I have wildly detached
myself from I.And there's this constant
fear in me that I may lose
myself.Ryuk:
I still insist that you
should meet a psychologist.Me:
Haha sure. One day.I wish I can just talk about things with someone. Like sometimes I just want to say I'm depressed and lost and want to stop existing. But I don't want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don't want them to think "oh no idk how to comfort you" or "not this again." I don't want to be a burden or "toxic person". i just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink hot chocolate or something.
Ryuk:
This is not something
you should laugh about.Your mental health is
imp.Me:
Look who is caring 😏😏Ryuk:
Me:
Sorry lmao 😂😂Ryuk:
If you want I can get
you an appointment.Me:
No need lil boy. I'll
manage.Ryuk:
I know you won't.Me:
You're right. Lmao 🤣Ryuk:
Smh 😒Me:
Look bro... It's just
a matter of time. And
there is certain stuff I
can do that makes
me less lonely. Like
doing my work.I know myself.
Ryuk:
If you say so 😩Me:
Woah you really care huh?
😏😏Forget this. When's your
birthday?Ryuk:
9 marYoongi?
Me:
You won't be dead typing
that little 'ch' 😐Ryuk:
When's yours?Me:
2nd JulyRyuk:
Oh its soon.
It's may rn.Me:
I missed yours tho 😓Ryuk:
We didn't even knew each
other thenMe:
We don't even know
each other now.Because of certain you!
Ryuk:
It's not like you have
disclosed much about
yourself.Me:
You know my name.Ryuk:
Because you don't use
your name maybe. I don't
know any Jee as in.I use my name.
Me:
Ahh I see. What's your
favorite color?Ryuk:
White. Why?Yoongi?
Me:
Just like that. Just
knowing more about
you.Ryuk:
You're acting weirdMe:
I am always weird.Ryuk:
😑😑Bye I gtg.
Me:
ByeChange Ryuk to Yoongi maybe?
Yes / No
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