Worlds Going By (TWD x Reader)

11

Scars with the Past

Thunder Rolls-Garth Brooks

Y/n POV

I'm out of breathe from dancing so much. Wow. I am so drunk. Hehe. I see everyone smiling and giggling. Jenner walks over to us and speaks up.

"Well, that looked...fun." he replies. I see everyone have a big grin on their face. Except Shane, who looks pissed off now.

"You missed out." Glenn tells him. Jenner just chuckles. I look over to Carl. I see Shane standing right next to him. I did notice how after I left to dance with Daryl, Shane had went and danced with Sophia and Carl.

"No more using as much power. You don't realize how valuable it really is." Jenner says, pointing at us. He walks to the door of the room. "Oh and if you shower, go easy on the hot water."

My eyes widen at his remark. Hot water? Glenn turns to us all and smiles. "Hot water?"

"Thats what the man said." T-dog answers, before wrapping his arm around Glenn's shoulder. T-dog and Glenn laugh with joy. I see how everyone immediately scatters to go take a shower. Hell, I ain't waiting. I grab my bag and head for the showers.

I manage to find one. The bathroom looks very nice and comfortable. I close the door to the bathroom and lock it.

I slowly strip down my clothes. I take my jacket and shirt off, taking the bullet proof vest off third. I pull down my black army pants. I peel my gloves off and I take the mask off too. Leaving me just in my bra and underwear.

I look in the mirror. My eyes slowly went to sadness at the sight. I look all over my body. I look away, until I get the guts to look back up. Why? Why did it have to be me? I examined my entire body. The scars that cover my whole back. The small ones on my arms and neck. The noticeable ones on my stomach. The long ones in my legs. I sigh and put both my hands on the sink, leaning forward and looking down.

And the...one scar that nobody can miss. The one that scars me. I feel ashamed. How can I be this person? I'm ashamed of who I am related too. Why?

I feel the sting of tears flow in my eyes. I slowly wipe them away. I go the shower and turn it on. I need to get that off my mind. I unwrap my bandage on my wrist and look at it for awhile, before stopping myself. I stand outside the shower, taking off my bra and underwear. I throw them with the other pile of clothes.

I slowly walk into the shower, feeling the hot water graze my whole body. I feel goosebumps go all over me. The warmness of the water making me feel a lot better. Sweet relief.

I look around and see a shampoo and conditioner bottle. Booyah! Yes! I quickly grab the shampoo and pour it all over my (H/C) hair. I use up all the shampoo before going to the conditioner. I used all that up too. Woops.

I looked around and saw a shaver just sitting on the edge. I grab it and quickly shave my legs. I enjoy the shower a little longer before getting out. I grab my clothes and put them all back on. Then, I brush my teeth for what feels like years. I just couldn't stop brushing!

I look at the mirror one last time and sigh before walking away.

I go through the hallway, trying to find Glenn or someone. I can still tell that I'm drunk. After a uh while of searching and "scavenging," I happened to wonder into the room where Jenner took us. The room was still a little dim, but noticeable. There was no one in here. I decided to go over to the desk and examine them.

I look around and see a camera on a computer. Hmm? Why is there a camera.

"Vi, turn on the lights in here." I jump as I hear the voice behind me. I turn around and see Jenner with the blood samples.