Sometimes i wake up and i ask why
Crying all these internal tears
Knife hit my back but i didn't die
Now I'm stuck with all these souvenirsI look in the mirror "am i a bad guy"
What's my exact purpose why am I here
When i trust so many people who just lie
Being disappointed when that's my biggest fearIf i was gone would you remember till the end
Or would you forget me next month
This always happens it's became a trend
All these feelings i had gone expungedStarring deeply into the darkness
Doing these drugs thought it was harmless
Now it's an addiction that has been harnessed
Just to end another night heartlessBody shaking mind breaking
So much and now my hearts aching
Do i stay or leave hard decision making
The thought of alone forever is breathtakingWould you be happy with our last conversation
Would you be okay to know I'm gone after that duration
Or would you cry bringing about my damn nation
It's not you though it's just my late night depression-BluThePoet
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