The Mind of Blu

Broken

One beat
Two beat
Three
I can hear the sound of my heart feet

It's beating fast I'm happy
I'm doing everything talking to everyone
Life is so good not crappy
Feels like everywhere I go I'm already in heaven

I got a call one night and a girl asked me out
I liked the girl so I said yes
Next day in front of a crowd she dumped me no doubt
Brought so much discomfort and hate so much stress

One beat
Two beat
Three
I can hear the sound of my heart feet

It's beating slower than usual
I'm still happy but with knowledge of people around me
It's great I'm understanding it it's crucial
I do feel bad like I ate fruit of a poisonous tree

The way that made me feel didn't bring good thoughts
Being hurt in front of all your friends and then they laugh at you
I couldn't hear anything but (gun sound) shots
Depression first time I felt it down and blue

I met this girl and I liked her for you
I asked her out she said no because she ain't like me for me
I had to change my self just for a chance to be cool
She finally said yes and I was free

1 month later she was cheating
I found out I admit it I cried bout it
My heart just didn't feel like it was beating
But I got better I have a good spirit

One beat
Two beat
Three
I can barely hear the sound of my heart feet

Friends and family in this time wasn't there
It was just me moving on hurt
I felt naked nothing just bare
Thought I was on full alert

I just kept getting hurt all through middle school
I finally graduated
That day was nice till my dad made me feel like a fool
And there all my happiness evacuated

I met three other girls after that
Three beats to my heart
Each one hurt me and like my line went flat
And I was already sad I just fell apart

No beat
Heart are you still there I can't hear your feet

-Blessed Joker