•Cocks back, pulls trigger•
Things flashed before the darkness came
I remember seeing her face bringing upon my happiness
As my smile brought to her the same
Loved everything we did so much kindness
Her kisses opened my eyes
The way she thought blew my mind
Moving together with no lies
Done looking for someone cuz she was what i wanted to find
It's all going so well
But out of no where was a bad luck spell
Feelings changed but i don't think she could tell
I just watched as everything started turning slow like a carousel
Words were getting short times were not the same
Now i started to feel so much pain
As the weather started to change it would always rain
I can tell cuz i don't see what i used to see i was all her fame
The person i was with died and this one came to life
Now i don't know if she'll be my wife
But i can be thinking to much
I can only hold on with a little clutch
I began to go insane
Thinking of these outcomes leading to pain
I don't think her coming back can even make me sane
In my mind it was like i was stained
I wrote her a letter to say how i felt
I couldn't approach her so i left it at her door
Because if i was there while she read it i would melt
So i went home and was sick to my core
I sat in fear of what's next
So i pulled out my gun and was ready to kill stress
Screamed I'm sorry that I'm such a failure
As the one tear dropped i pulled the trigger
The dark consumed me
And now I'm gone
The last thing i told her was she just wasn't ready
But i can't try again so wrote her a final good bye song
"But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go"
-Sin Fantasy
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The Mind of Blu
PoetryPoems that explain life. I want to inspire you to know that it gets hard but we can all get through it.
