The Mind of Blu

I'm Fine Part Two (Blackout)

Have you ever thought it was ok
Telling everyone you're fine
Making yourself believe all worries will go away
To where you're inner self is just crying

You hang with people to hide your pain
Knowing that they won't see the rain
You smile and laugh but you're lost
Still saying you're fine but at what cost

Unconsciously sending signs to everyone
With the things you do
Deceiving them making it look like your having fun
Doing it all to fit in so they don't notice your not coo

Your brain sending you messages but you won't listen
Constantly trying to stay busy so you can't see
But In reality you know these problems are existing
While your inner self is trying to break free

"I'm fine" you say over and over again
As people keep asking you after every shot you take
Trying to block out your thoughts so you don't break
No one sees that you're driving yourself insane

In your mind you are drinking for fun
Deep down inside your drinking to forget
All these things going on and you want to run
Wishing everything would reset

Wanting to cry but your tears are in a drought
All you need is help but you won't find it
You wake up the next day needing a trauma kit
Knowing something bad happened without a doubt

Told everyone you're fine on the out
But all you wanted to do was...

BLACKOUT