Chapter 2

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ELOISE'S POV>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I walk up too the nurse, "all done" I say with a smile and she nods.

 "How was it?" She asks. 

"I'm I suppose too tell you I can't answer any further questions", I say jokingly. 

"Keep talking like that and we aren't saving you chocolate chip pancakes." She says with a smirk and a hand on her hip. 

"Sorry, I didn't mean too give attitude," I say with a small laugh.

She smiles, "I was kidding but was it good?" She asks with a raised eyebrow.

"Yeah it was good he isn't bad." "He was a bit cocky but after a while he turned somewhat nicer." I say with a smile. 

"But he isn't good either?" She asks.

"I mean I can't say yes because I don't know him yet. "But I think he has his reasons to act like he acts." Considering everyone only wants to have sex with him and use him", I say. "But people are afraid of me and not him", I mumble.

"Most people don't know what it really means that's why it's a disease with a weird meaning." The women says. 

I nod, "how come your not afraid"? I ask

"Because I know how it works and I won't stay away from someone for no reason. "Well people sure has a reason for ghosting me are running away." You guys are kids, at your age you won't understand anything your going too think anything could kill you." She says with a small shrug.

"Which I understand but I prefer the word teenager", I joke with a cheekily grin. 

"Sorry you teenagers just don't know enough." She  switches rolling her eyes playfully.

"People are just scared and you have too respect that," she says trying too explain.

"I can't respect anything if people don't respect me." I have this disease and people think I will use it too kill them." And every time I try to explain I can't hurt them they don't listen. "They still run away and they still hide from me." It's like I'm sort of monster too them." I say my voice raising.

"Can I be honest?" The women asks and nod scared about what she's going too say. 

"You are a monster to them, you have a strange disease and the fact is you can die in a very scary way. "You turn gray you feel pain and you see images. 

"And even if you don't die you still see the images and still feel the pain. "So it's kind of like if you are a monster. "But I don't think that, because I understand what the disease is."

I look to the ground tears forming in my eyes. "I-I got to go." I say running too my room. 

When I open my door I quickly close it and lock it. I see that Jaslyn and Jade left the room which is an amazing thing because I can cry in peace. I get on the bed and cuddle into a ball and cry on my pillow. I couldn't believe it I'm a monster too everyone.

I'm a monster.

"Hey Eloise how did you go?" Jade asks through the door trying to open it.

"Eloise why is the door lock?" Jaslyn asks. 

I quickly wipe my tears and open the door. "Hey guys." I say pretending too smile. 

"Hey girl, so how did it go?" Jaslyn asks. 

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