Unexpected

Chapter 36

ZAHIR'S POV>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

We all open our envelopes and a piece a paper appears. We each grab our papers and look at each other with furrow eyebrows. Jade lets our a shaky breath. 

I wrap my hands around her waist. "It's going to be ok we don't even know what this letter is even about". I whisper in her ear. 

She nods. "B-But why does it say sorry on it". "It's scaring me Zahir", she whisper. 

"I know it is and it's scaring me to". But we just have to open it and see what's the message". I whisper. 

"A-Are you guys ready to open the envelope"? Jade asks us and we all nod. We all take a deep breath before opening the piece of paper. 

I open mine and we all set it on the table to see what each letter means. 

"Zahir lets read yours first". Jade says and I nod. I put my paper down on the desk and started reading. 

TO: ZAHIR CARTER/ Bestfriend/ Older brother

Hey Zahir, I wanted to make this letter for you. For everyone actually. I know we were all getting along. We were finally getting along. Feeling like family. I'm sorry I had to take that from you. I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for helping me, thank you for being my brother.

I know I risked my life for a stupid kiss and to be with Chase for at least a second. I always wanted to fall in love, but I never believed it was real. Now I know it is.

You've helped me a lot in these few months. You've became a big part of my life at such a short amount of time. If you need anything I'll be watching you from the after. Helping you like how you helped me.

I am hoping you help Jade when I'm not there. You protecting her no matter what. You helping her when she needs it. I hope you will be there for her when I'm not there. And all I have to say is thank you.

I love you Zahir carter (As a brother) I hope you will remember that.

I hope you read this. 

I didn't even notice I was tearing up. Jade pulls me into a hug. "I-I'm sorry Zahir, I know it must be hard right now". Jade whispers. 

I nod, "I wish I could have said my goodbyes to her". I say. 

"Let's find Eloise maybe she is still here". Jaslyn says with a small smile. 

"But first we have to read the others". Randy says. "Ok Jade your next", Randy says while Jade grabs hers from the desk. 

TO: JADE MOTA/ My little sister/ My bestfriend

Hey Jade this is Eloise. I wanted to say dear Jade but that would be to weird. I just wanted to say sorry. I know I risked my life for a stupid kiss and to be with Chase for at least a second. I always wanted to fall in love, but I never believed it was real. Now I know it is.

I know this is random but I want to say I love you and thank you for everything. You have been my bestfriend and sister for years. You've helped me. You have stood up for me when I needed it. And you always tried to cheer me up when I am sad or mad.

Thank you so much. For everything. I am only living for you. Your the reason why I wake up. I wake up for my little sister. And be happy. Live life. Don't stop living life. When I look at you from the after I want to see you happy, laughing, and full of joy.