The Saviour (Loki Love Story)

Chapter 2 Blind Coulson

It's been 3 days since Shield building collapsed and I'm still in Coulson private facility. As soon as I was trapped into my new cell, I hacked into Shield System and got into their private files. More specifically, the Avengers initiative file. It has been updated with all the infor on where they are and explains how they all met recently.

At the bottom of the file it mentions their first mission. To Germany to find a God but it doesn't say his name. That bit is all classified. Even Coulson doesn't have the clearance.

However, I am currently waiting for Coulson to come in with dinner. Coulson treats me better than Fury. He gives me decent clothes so I can change out of my old clothes that are now just rags with slash marks in. He gives me better food, doesn't torture me as he won't, he gives me a bigger cell with a bed not a floor to sleep on, let's me have a shower and gives me painkillers for the pain. Unfortunately the scars hurt as much as the torture.

As I wait for him, I comb my hair for the first time in months and my hair is finally straight. I look at myself in the mirror. I have long black hair, emerald green eyes, my skin was fair but ever since that day, my skin has and is covered in scars. The clothes he gave me are black but its only leggings and tank top. You can really see the state of my scars in this outfit.

The door clicks open and Coulson enters with a tray of food. I sit down next to the table as he puts the tray in front of me. Today it's a range of cheeses and bread. With a glass of juice and the usual painkillers.

He sits down opposite me. I do prefer Coulson to Fury as he tries to care for me and doesn't torture me. But it's so annoying that he won't help me escape as he's too loyal to him.

I take a sip of juice as I take the painkillers.

"Thanks. Maybe next time you can get me a cell with a window or something."

"Scarlett, I have tried to help you as much as I can."

I give him a look as I sarcastically say, "Yeah a bigger cell, nicer food and painkillers. That's what you call help? He's tortured me for years, tore me apart thousand times over and he's still doing it. And yet you let him do it."

"I have no choice."

"Everyone has a choice but sometimes people don't have one. I never had one. I was forced here against my will. But you chose to work here. And you chose to be loyal to him. A rapist."

That memory flash's before my eyes but it quickly goes away. I hate that day, the worst pain and torture of my life. Most of that day is a blur apart from the moment he pinned me to the floor and began to.... All the rest of that day is blur. But I feel the pain like it was yesterday.

Coulson looks at me sympathetically but doesn't say a word.

I raise my voice, "Don't you realize the pain I went though. The pain I'm still going though. You could help me escape this place but you won't."

"I can't loose this job. Shield is my life."

"So your job is worth one life? My life?" I ask.

Coulson again doesn't answer and just looks at the floor.

"You know what, leave me alone. Leave me trapped here until I die. But one day something will happen to you and you will turn into another experiment for Nick Fury to play with." I mention as I lean back.

He glares at me, "He wouldn't."

I chuckle, "Do you really think I'm the first experiment? Not likely. And something tells me that if his most loyal Agent got hurt, he would do anything to help you. And you would be another experiment to play with. And I know that. As everyone at shield one way or another, has been either used or experimented on by him. And you know it. I can see it in your eyes."

"You know nothing about me." He states.

"Actually, I know everything about you and Shield. Like how you are gathering the Avengers to fight some sort of God who stole the tesseract from you a few days ago. Too bad you didn't have the Gods name in the file though."

He looks at me in disbelief, "You hacked the system again? I allow you to be able to move around the cell without chains on your wrists and you betray my trust by hacking the system?!!!"

"What else was I supposed to do? Count down the days until I might finally die from Fury's experiments? Hacking the system is better and more fun." I mutter.

"You shouldn't have done that. What if Nick finds out?" He asks with concern written all over his face.

I give him a look as I begin to eat the food, "He never does 'find out'. And plus, I'm such a good hacker that I'm in and out of the system all the time and he doesn't even notice."

He signs as he stands up, "We are going to the helicarrier in a few hours after the Avengers come back from their mission."

"Yes I know. They are in Germany trying to capture the God." I comment.

He turns and is about to leave but stops at the door.

"I am trying to help you." He confesses.

"Yes I know and I am thankful for the comfort, food and painkillers. But when it does come to the day that you could actually help me escape, I would either be dead or have no life left to try and live." I state.

"I will give you more painkillers before we leave." He says before he leaves the room, locking the cell door behind him.

"Thank you." I whisper.

I try to finish the food but I end up leaving half of it. I curl up on my bed trying to sleep while I can but one thought is swirling around my mind.

What if I am trapped here forever?