My Everything//C.H

Chapter 21: It's Over

Song: Bad Blood - Taylor Swift

Tianas P.O.V.
*Four Months Later*

My tour was almost over and it was the best experience of my life! We were once again in San Diego for a party at Ashton's House. The guys and I were gonna play.

"HEY GUYS WE ARE 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER!" Luke said into the mic. They performed their song 'End Up Here'. Everyone clapped and cheered.

"You're gonna be awesome," said Callie waving to me. I performed my song 'Hands On Me.' Everyone loved it.

I saw Michael, Luke, Ashton and Callie in the crowd but I didn't see Calum anywhere. I got off the stage. Callie ran up to me.

"Hey have you see Cal-" I got cut off.

"Um Tiana we should leave," she said with a worried facial expression. She kept walking in front of me as if she was trying to hide something from me. I slightly moved her to the side then I saw Calum. Calum making out with some blonde skank.

"You're so much better than my girlfriend," I heard him say. Tears started forming in my eyes. I felt a wave of sadness crash onto me. My heart broke into a billion little pieces. I took my promise ring off and threw it at the ground. It made a loud sound. Loud enough for Calum to hear.

"TIANA!" I heard him yell but I ignored him and pulled Callie telling her I wanted to leave.

"TIANA WAIT!" But I ignored him and kept on walking.

Calum's P.O.V

I had 4 beers I was pretty drunk after our performance. I saw a blonde girl walk up to me.

"Hey you're from that band that just played," she said sitting next to me.

"Yeah" I said in the middle of drinking a fifth beer. She started kissing me. But I felt nothing. That felt nothing like Tiana's kisses but I wasn't even thinking right now. I tried to push her off but it was useless so I just went with it. It's not like I even liked this slut. I heard a loud sound, Like glass breaking. That's when I saw Tiana threw the ring on the ground and walked away with Callie crying.

"TIANA!" I shouted but she ignored me. "TIANA WAIT!" It was no use. I fucked up badly.

"Let's go upstairs," that blonde girl said touching my arm. I started to feel sick. I threw up all over her. "EW GROSS! YOU DICK! UGH," she said and ran away. I couldn't remember who she was or what happened. Slowly my the memories came back. Me kissing that girl, Tiana crying and throwing her ring. I ran and grabbed the ring. I felt empty and lost. The girl I loved more than anything. Is gone. I tried calling her and Callie but they didn't answer. I texted and left probably a thousand voice messages explaining everything. I wouldn't blame her if she didn't want me back, I fucked it up.

Callie's P.O.V

I couldn't believe he would do such a thing to her. Tiana was in her room crying her heart out. I found 18 missed calls and 6 Voice messages. I listened to one.

*the message*

It's Calum please I was drunk I had four beers and she came to me and I couldn't stop her please tell Tiana I love her and I'm sorry I fucked up please I didn't mean to hurt her. Callie help me.

I could hear Calum crying in the message but I knew how much they loved each other so I went upstairs to tell Tiana.

"He called me, he was really drunk and that girl came to him and he didn't like her. He loves you," I said patting her back hoping she would feel better.

"I don't care," She said wiping her tears. "Callie can you go home? I wanna be alone I'm sorry," she said hugging me.

"Of course I understand. I'll come back tomorrow to check on you," I said smiling at her. I grabbed my stuff and opened the door to see Calum.

"I need to see her," he said. His eyes red from the tears.

"She's upstairs," I said quietly and walked away.

Tianas P.O.V

The truth is I wanted Callie to stay but I went to the bathroom with a bottle of vodka and drank almost half. By now i was really drunk. I did something I hadn't done in 6 years. I grabbed the blade and started cutting. I heard a knock at the bathroom door.

"Tiana it's me please let me in I need to talk to you baby. I love you I'm so deeply sorry," I could sense he was crying. "TIANA OPEN UP!" he shouted. I cut deeper enjoying the pain. The door soon busted open and Calum snatched the blade from me. "BABY NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING? PLEASE STOP!" he said looking at my bleeding wrist. I started giggling.

"I want to kill myself I'm not good enough for anyone."

Calum's P.O.V

I could tell she was drunk but that didn't matter. I broke down. She almost took her life because I made her think she wasn't good enough. I deserve to die because I hurt the girl I'm in love with. She started to vomit into the toilet so I held her hair back. She saw me and began crying into my chest. I put my arms around her and I started crying too.

"I love you Tiana I'm sorry I hurt you. I was drunk I won't do it again I promise," I said. "Please," I said trying to put the ring back on her finger but she shook her hand away and my heart shattered. "I still love you," I said holding her hand making her look me in the eye. I was crying and tears her forming in her eyes. "Baby do you still love me back?" I said crying harder than ever.

"Please say you still love me," I got down on knee and begged. But she said nothing. I can't explain the heartache I had. I could be burned alive and it would hurt less. Does she still love me?