How Can I Move On, When I'm Still In Love With You

Advice

4/10/22 12:30am
Hi good morning^^ Right now im heading to sleep. I'm motivated to update here coz I've noticed few people have read and seen it already and i really appreciate that, thank you guys^^. This book should just for you to read but i don't know if when will i have the courage to tell you about this. So let me just share it with anyone who are interested then I'll let you know soon😄 Give me strength ang courage guyss!!

As of today, we haven't interacted yet. Its been how many days, as i remembered we last seen each other at cheska's bday. Well, I've noticed you're fund of posting nowadays HAHAHAHAHA. Sometimes i hesitate to react to it to not to be obvious. I can say we can really relate to this when we have a crush, like when they post something even though its not that funny or nice but still you are whipped af and still react and have a sudden excitement for a moment. Am i the only one or what? Btw I'm still a bit jealous again. I don't have the right i know HAHAHAHA. Let me just laugh the pain guys.
Another tea i have to share lol. So I'm also fund of posting nowadays and some of my post as i said before are somehow related to you. I'm hesitating and shy now to share something about my admiration coz nang gemma always tease me and tag you together with my sister. Lately I've posted 'i have a hopeless crush on someone i have no chance with'. I really think twice before sharing that one, thinking maybe you could notice me HAHAHAHA omg im really this desperate, HELP!🤣 But it's funny coz i deleted it a few minutes after nang gemma tagged you again, I'm embarrassed actually. #neveragain

So nowadays I'm overthinking again. You're already having your debut on September, i can't still process in my mind that we have the same birth month. So im thinking since it's your birthday, what if I'll reveal this on the same day of your bday?? Hmmm HAHAHAH. But i dont think so that is the perfect time coz maybe you'll get drunk?? Why I'm this so advance lol. I can't pick a date but surely I'll tell you that month. Still i can't have courage to say, I'm really afraid 😳.
So maybe in my bday?, No that would be really awkward i swear coz im the first one to celebrate and if I'm going to show this to you before your debut then that would be really awkward for the both of us-mindset ba mindset🤣🤣
Maybe I'll tell you after 3 years HAHAHAHA just kidding that is too long, im sure you have someone na and if im going to just keep it, it's my loss right and i will regret that in my whole entire life. If you'll going to avoid me then i swear, me too-coz ano ka gold??CHARIZZZ. Im just joking 😅 So I'll end this here. Im going back here again for a tea if there's a situation to talk to HAHAHAHAHA.
good morning to all of you^^