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by lesyeuxdecf

4/15/22 5:22 pm
I can't login in my Wattpad🥲

We don't have load in our wifi coz my mom don't want to HAHAHAHAHA, she told us that she will do it tomorrow but I really wanted it to be as soon as possible. The reason is I have many school works next week and I wanna do my module today (our teacher sent it to us in advance so that we could get ready to answer it next week, but I wanted to answer so that my work next week would lessen) but she's against it because today is holy week and she explained to me not to work when it's holy week. So I have no choice.🤣 And I have to write this here in my notes temporarily.

So the things is, HAHAHAHA. I don't want to share it here but I can't stop myself. If you didn't know about this then i should've got the courage to rant all the time. But I'm thinking twice about this. Do i have the right to say it here? I can't even answer myself lol.
You have permitted me to rant here but I respect you and I don't want to meddle in any problems you have. But I don't know, I really wanted to write my thoughts. Is it okay?? But if you have read something you're not comfortable with, just let me know so that i could be aware and I can delete some them. But I'm always careful with my words so I have nothing to worry at all-confident amp. HAHAHAHAHA.

Now going back. I just wanna say something about your post. (I'm writing here but my mind keep on imagining that you're reading this)💀😂, okay I'll imagine that no one knows-as you said HAHAHAHA.

So the post you have shared was ofc sad posts-what would it be right HAHAHAHA. I'm not against that, you have the right to share anything you want. Im just here to react hehe. All your latest posts-i can relate to that 100% actually. About realizations and accepting things, well you really did great. You should never rely to anyone your comfort because you can do that just by yourself. They can give you advice and guide you, but it's just you who could take action. Whether you wanted to make a change or you still wanted to give it a chance. Well it's up to you. Risking all could be good or bad, depends on the situation.
You should accept things even though it hurts, even if you feel horrible-but i understand coz words can be easily spoken but it's not easy to make it happen.

Maybe you are confuse why I'm acting mature and like I already mastered love even though I've never been in a relationship and in a heartbreak before. The reason is, I have already learned. I have realized and I understand love more than you know. I can controll my feelings and be happy on my own. Its not wrong to love someone, but it's not right if you'll love them more than yourself, that you'll give all of you and be comitted. And when it gets complicated in the end, you're really the one who'll going to lose because you're attached to that person and thinking maybe it could still work, you risk it all and you're forgetting you still have yourself. You're just hurt and you wanted to be loved again. That is the reason also why I'm afraid to commit. Because committing means you will rely them you're happiness and risk everything just to show how you love that person. So much can't cause any good. It can really drag us down and hurt us when things get bad.

This is just my point of view. If you're not agreeing because I've never experience what really a relationship means then don't mind me. Just respect my opinion. Being in love with someone is just the same being in a relationship, but the difference is relationship have mutual feelings, i can't relate then HAHAHAHAHA. So I'm totally agreeing on what I've said earlier. I can feel both actually, being inlove and being in pain HAHAHAHAHA cheka. Ah basta love is unconditional, just use it to the right person-na pamati self😂😂

And I want to add lang. You're doing great lately. I have noticed your sudden change. Not fully but that's a progress, keep it up. And sometimes social media still doesn't help us with our situation. I know and i believe that silent people has the loudest minds. Even if you don't mention or share it still I know you have many thoughts running to your mind everytime, so don't just tell me not to overthink and keep my thoughts because you can't even apply that to yourself. Right? I don't want to keep this long, let me end this here.

Time check: 7:54 pm (gagi 2hrs nko d, I'm really careful with my words na tlaga and I can't express some of my thoughts kay gasala nako hay basi napang hmbl ko d ang iba bala may point man pro POINTLESS lang 🤯 HAHAHAHAHAH, i hope i have explain it briefly)

good night^^ have your dinner na🤍

4/16/22 6:20 am
I just woke up, and I don't want to sleep anymore. I've really had a bad dream sht. It's good that I still woke up, if I didn't make it then pangape lang kamo d ah HAHAHAHA
Anyways, I checked my fb and ofc i have seen your posts and I'm happy for you. Ano'y nakaon mo ngaa du nag bag o kana?, Kay may bag o naman sya? Agoi HAHAHAHAHAH
I have seen your comment just now, bala kajn kung akuparon ka puti nga dugo lawas mo(mom mo)- dupihing pulawwwww 🤣

good morning^^ I'm going to eat my breakfast na, eat kana din🥰✨

Just wanna ask something, how was your day?-as if you're going to answer HAHAHAHA but i hope you have a great day ahead. Don't stress yourself too much and waste your time on things that make you happy.☺️🤟