How Can I Move On, When I'm Still In Love With You

Pain

4/10/22 11:01pm
Im back.

There's a new tea i wanted to share again HAHAHA. So the thing is why are you so emotional right now like, are we in a sad girl era today??. Why I'm not updated about this haha just kidding but seriously why are you crying in the middle of the night again. Well i just know this because my beautiful sister send it to me- I'll complement her now because she is supportive that she told me this so, ily sizzy🤭. Going back, i heard the vm that you sent to my sister and you are crying messed up rn, I can hear the sobbing and i can feel the sadness inside. But I pity you. I feel bad for your situation but that is not acceptable, why would you cry for your ex and beg to get back together even though you know he/she is the reason why are you so fcked up. I can't with you. I'm not really the one to judge but that's so foolish of you.

But i guess you really love that person that you can't accept the fact that you can no longer be together the way you we're before. I'm not blaming you for that coz I'm not standing in your position and i don't know what really happened between the two of you.

But why are you so desperate that you are really showing that you need her/him (im just going to put that coz idk who of them are you talking about hehe) , you post sad posts and you beg attention of that person. Why can't you accept it. I know you are strong but why can't you use it. I'm so done with your thoughts that i deactivate my account so that I will not see that you are in pain right now. But half of the reason why i deactivate is that i badly needed to focus on myself and i wanted to relax away from social media(i also deleted my tiktok). So back again, I'm really annoyed to watch those sad posts, thinking it is just a kind of message to whoever is that person is. I know some people make fun of how you beg for love and attention. I feel really sorry for you, but think twice also, don't rush things just because you are so full of emotions and thinking that it can ease the pain-you release them , know how to handle yourself sometimes. You are in pain, i get it, but don't show to other people that you are weak and pitiful. You just showed them your weakness, and they'll use that against you. So cheer up, if you needed someone to talk to then my sister is free-im about to say its me but yeah just erase it coz that's not gonna happen(yeah i know I'm also in fault, ranting here and not telling you, its better than being stupid though-ohh sorry E).

You always choose the wrong person-im not saying im the right one guys so chill. You pick the person who will hurt you the most and the person who is likely gonna break your heart. Friendly advice, right person will come at the right time so don't be in a rush. You are still young but look at you so messed up and emotionally damaged.

This time I can't really show my support for you. I feel mad about this. This kind of things should not be tolerated. I mean just think of this, you are broken but you keep on hurting yourself more. Know how to move on too and love yourself. You can't feel being whole again if you just keep on going back in where you are being shattered in pieces. Self love sometimes make someone a better person. Take my advice, it works.

nighty^^