How Can I Move On, When I'm Still In Love With You

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5/28/22 9:12 pm
I'll have two updates now since it's still 9 pm and this will be a short update. I have 30 minutes left to get ready to sleep. But I can't upload this now since I don't have internet connection.

As I said, I don't have internet now. And when I don't, I always play games or open my Wattpad to read stories and sometimes I try to reread my book. But everytime I have the chance to read it, I'm so cringed. Like I can't believe it was written by myself. As I read the words I have written, I'm like i wanted to jump on a cliff. It was torture to me. The way i really emphasize the feelings that I have, I'm so cringed! I never realized this would be really this deep. But when I'm drowned in emotions, I think I never cared of what will be the effect to me or to other people. I'm just focus on you and everything that I need to tell about you. Haysss grabe!!, look whats the effect you have on me. So sometimes I think it's better to just leave it there.

Unexpected Feeling was the chapter that i cringed the most. That chapter was supposed to be seen just by myself since before I didn't plan to make it as a book and I really never thought of sharing the feelings that I have. That was personal but yeah I already published it, I can't delete that anymore. But fun fact, that chapter was supposed to be my confession message to her🤣🤣.That confession must be hilarious then! But I don't have the courage before so I did a book for myself. And sometimes I'm proud to myself that I'm able to express what I really feel and say what I really wanted to tell.

So that's for now! 5 minutes after it turns to 10 so I need to sleep now!

I've written almost 20 chapters and I can't believe many are reading it too! It has already 1.21k reads. Thank you everyone!!