How Can I Move On, When I'm Still In Love With You

Silent

I've been quiet this past few days. I'm not updating regularly and writing here is heartbreaking. It was fun at first but the pain seemed to be more hurtful ever than before. I was silent but I was not blind. I have observed everything. Confessing in the first place was nice but as time goes by it feels weird. Realizing what I have done have really made our friendship turned into vague. I admit that I was fine with everything but deep inside I was about to explode to the emotions I am battling.

My situation was never been easy, even you. We experience the same feeling. We are so blind in love. And even though we knew it wouldn't work, we still try. We keep on fighting even though we know we will lose, atleast we tried. But for me, keeping silent and controlling my feelings have made me calm this past few days. I'm not saying that i already gave up. But we get tired too and it's okay to take some rest if we are not feeling better. Drowning yourself to emotions will get you depressed. Allowing my thoughts to vanished had bring me peace of mind. And i hope you have too.

Still not moving on? That's fine. You will get there. Not now but maybe one day you will accept things more maturely. You deserve better, I know. But now since loving that person unconditionally was the thing makes you happy, no one could interfere in that. That is what you feel and you cannot teach your heart to love and unlove a person. But I hope one day you will going to realize everything, where you've gone wrong and what you should have done earlier.