Thank You

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by lesyeuxdecf

So I'm back here again.

And guess what, i made it. I'm happy that she already know but I'm still a bit anxious because she knows HAHAHAHAHA

I'm really happy right now, I can't imagine that this feeling has come this far. And btw, I'm sorry to think that you're crying for someone during that karaoke time and I never thought that it was your dad. But that time I don't really mind coz my feelings that time was just fine not that deep. So I don't mind. Going back, I admit that I was overwhelmed with the words you said earlier. We don't know what's the destiny planning for us, we can't decide of what will happen but we'll both trust in them. You cant love me back ??-Don't worry i love myself so its okay.

So again thank you for reading that I don't even know where did I get the idea of writing this at the first place. Thank you for understanding me and thank you because you made me to not worry to much. I was really brave at first but when you're already reading I'm really panicking and i don't know what to do. Again, don't be sorry of how you made me felt. I understand your situation and i will never ever blame you for making me feel this way. As I told you at the beginning, I was the one who felt this and I'm not expecting so much. This is a confession for you to know that someone admires you and cares for you.

I know you're still in healing stage-as you said. And I will not interfere in that. I'll just give advice, so it's up to you if you're going to apply it to yourself. Maybe I'm just part of your life to give you strength and be strong of what are you experiencing today. And again don't be sorry for all of this, your making me guilty because you're thinking that you really hurt me so bad. But no, don't think of that.

I don't know now if I'm still going to write here, because the purpose of this was to confess and it's already done. But as you said, I can write here as long as I want and you'll going to read it. I'm shy but I'll do my best because I'm whipped to you, okay I'll do it. But I'm not going to update here everytime. If there's something interesting or a tea then I'm going back to put it here immediately. I'm just going to be careful now since, you're keeping an eye on me HAHAHAHAHA. Oh again, sorry for writing it in English-it's better though coz you can't understand some of them HAHAHA im really bad🤣 sorry.

I can't contain my happiness again. Its just keeps on overflowing. I'm happy that I'm the first one to write a book for you-well in this part I'm really smart to think of this. It's also my dream to have someone to confess to me like this, so how is the feeling to be living my dream HAHAHAHA. I really made a big effort indeed, i was planning to keep this for months and thinking i already wrote many chapters then i can really publish about 100+ more. You are really lucky as you said because this is too rare for a person to think this kind of things. But you deserve it, it's not like you've never been experience confession before. The difference is just I compiled it in a book and I really expressed the words to say. I will never get tired to write here everytime-except if I'm already tired because it's already morning HAHAHAHAHAHAHA-i need sleep too.

And you also said that there's nothing to be shy to you, no coz that is the last thing I will do. Even at the very first place that I don't have this feelings, I'm already shy-what about now that you're already aware of this.
I'm just keeping it cool everytime coz i have this high respect to you and I don't want to be that btch girl because I don' talk to you HAHAHAHAHA

I know also that you're panicking earlier on what to respond to me. You can't just say it straightforward so you playfully talk to me first. We share the same brain i think HAHAHAHAHA You are scared on what to say to me-on how to say rejection in a nice way. Well you did great.🤣 I did breathe normally with your nice words. I can really relate to it, coz as a girl too we don't want to be rude to the person who admires on us instead we talk to them in a nice way not to hurt their feelings. But I really appreciate your effort not to hurt me as well-lol

Thank you for the assurance that we will still stay the same as we we're before. But I can't promise you that I'll just forget and get rid of this feelings i have for you. I'll just move on if you already found someone new.-ayy wow ga rhyme HAHAHAHA. But yeah that's true, if you found someone and I will never think twice, I will really give my full support. But if there's no one, then I'm not going to stop bruh. No one can stop me HAHAHAHAHAHA.

May i add lang duman ko: Why did you deactivate your other acc nanamn HAHAHAHA. Im just curious kay sa isa mo nanaman ikaw onl. Wla lang curious lang me. Tas ara naman kita sa posts HAHAHAHA sge padayon ah.

The feelings are mutual naman so don't worry about anything.

Okay this is too long already and I'm sleeping late again HAHAHAHA. Im going to sleep happily nanaman HAHAHAHAHA bala kayo da

bye goodnight:)