First of all, im sorry to write this in English form-i know you have a hard time with this, i am not comfortable writing it in our own language, it makes me weak to express. But I'm happy that you come to read this far. I know you're shocked of my confession 😂, but all of them are true and really came from my heart..ayyy wow HAHAHAHAHAH
I write this confession to tell you what I feel for you, i don't want to just message that 'i like you', you will be really shocked coz that is so straightforward, I can't even say it personally-i will froze to death 💀. Instead of doing that kind of things that makes me really weak, I just wrote this. They say it's better to show actions than words on how you care and love that person, but I can't coz we barely see each other, i just see you when there's occasion in the batch-well that is one of the reason why i fell hard everyday. Its there fault actually 😂. I will add my sister too coz she tease me so much to you. But I'm really the one to blame here coz I'm the one who fall for it. Coz who will not be right? I tried to stop it but i couldn't. It's just getting deeper and deeper everyday. I don't care if we barely see each other, coz if i see you again, the days that I've been wanting to see you has totally paid off. That quick right-i'm so really whipped i know.
I'll just add it something here: You just replied to me 5 minutes ago after I check on you and your situation there and I'm shock after I ask another question again-well that's a progress😂
Going back, I'm not that kind of person who admit and confess feelings. I have a long time crush right now, i admit that but I didn't even tried to confront to him nor talk to him. But when it comes to you, I'm so desperate to tell and have the courage to say what I'm feeling that I really write a book. Is it just because you're too nice to me and I misunderstood everything. But it's not, its so confusing actually.
I realized that my love for you was too much yet i couldn't stop myself, it feels so good yet wrong, too much has never been cause any good and i don't know how far this love of mine for you could go. The growing feelings that seem endless, I'm also scared of the outcome but i couldn't just stay away from you. I couldn't even end my day without thinking you. It's creepy but that's true.
I'm worried now, since this is the last chapter, I think this will be the end of me-wag naman. So i hope after you read this please give me even a small response because I will really overthink so hard-will you not let me sleep tonight??😭 I'm not that demanding but please could you give me even a small response so that I will know your reactions and I could be aware.
As you can see the quote above, the more i hide this feelings, the more i will fall for you and I would never want that to happen. When the feeling is strong then its hard to move on. You just break my walls that I built since I convinced to love only myself. Beautiful disaster indeed 🤍
I hope I didn't hurt your feelings after i mock you in Pain chapter. Again I'm sorry because I feel this, I'm sorry if I crossed the line. Im sorry to fall for you. You didn't do anything so don't blame yourself too. It's just me who felt this so if you will not accept my confession, it's okay. I'm not expecting a love for return, i just really wanted to let this off my chest. I was planning to keep this long but I have many realizations and that give me courage to do so. I hope you understand me. I understand if friendship is just what you could offer. Who am i not to accept that. As long as we stay friends, and I hope you wouldn't judge me. You can say hurtful words and you can reject me as well, but please don't ignore me coz that would be the very end of me. I'm begging now, ohmygosh😂.
I'll just end it here. Hoping for the best!
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