How Can I Move On, When I'm Still In Love With You

Am i ready?

The quote above scares the sht out of me. You make me feel guilty wth.

So this time I'm kind of being brave and im thinking twice if I'll tell you this. Not now, but really sooner.

I have already realized things lately. I have read a book once, and i have learned that there is really no perfect time, that whenever we got an opportunity to start, what we desire or dreaming of, grab it and use it. Oblivious or not, she deserves to know that i have this feeling for her to be aware that someone is admiring her. No one knows of one's person mind, no one think that maybe she has the same feelings or nothing. I'll never know unless I try. This really give me hopes and have the courage to admit it. But let me think more-overthink malala yarn??😭. So yeah, try now or admit too late.

If ever you will ignore me-then okay ignore me, i will accept it even though i can't. If I take this risk now, I should be ready with the concequences that I would take. I already see the future by just overthinking here lol. I can see that there is no hope, no chance-clearly rejected that's it. I hope its the opposite of what I'm thinking 😂.

I'm going to finish this book and ready my last chapter. That will be the most longer one i guess. Let me end this now😄