He trusts me with jobs and he wants me to help him with the job regarding my dad.
He agreed he won't kill my dad he just wants to teach him a lesson, losing my dad will break me in lots of ways. I know he's a horrible person, but I can't let anyone kill him.
Dean took me to his main building after we dropped Hazel off at school.
We don't have to pick her up because her mom is doing that, so we have time to talk about everything. He takes me into his office and I sit down, "why couldn't we talk about this at home," I ask throwing my back against the seat.
I've been extremely moody with him recently. We haven't had sex, the last time we did was in the shower 2 weeks ago.
I think that's why I'm upset with him, but I'm not going to tell him because I'll seem desperate.
We argued as soon as Hazel got out of the car for school about dumb stuff.
"Because we don't know who's listening at home. Here we know who is and it's protected, now stop acting like you're Hazel's age," he progressively raises his voice. Rolling my eyes I cross my arms, "says the one yelling," I raise my voice as well.
He slams his fist on the table and I jump in my seat, "cut the shit."
There's silence and seconds later he gets up walking over to me.
He turns my seat to face him and looks at me anxiously, "what's wrong with you. And before you answer nothing if you don't tell me I'm going to be highly upset."
Sighing I start to explain to him how I feel, "I just feel nauseous and on top of that I'm really horny."
He looks at me with a warming smile before leaning down and kissing me, "is my angel pregnant?"
Hell no.
Laughing I shake my head, "no, I can't get pregnant," I remind him. He kisses me again and states, "anything is possible."
He turns my chair back in front of his table and I lean on it.
He walks back over to the chair on the other side and sits down, "I'll solve one of those problems when we get home, but right now we need to talk about your father," he pulls a book out from underneath his table sitting it down on top of the table.
"What's that sweetie," I ask.
He grins opening the book taking out a paper and putting it in front of me, "you little lady has to read and sign this before you can help me with any dirty work."
"While you read through that I'm going to go get us something to eat," he states before getting up. He stops to kiss me and walks out of his office.
I read through the 2 papers he gave me to read. I had to sign a few times.
It states that I'm not allowed to tell any information and if I do I will be killed.
Sign.
I have to run everything business-related through Mr. Lefebvre (Dean) if I do something behind his back I will be killed.
Sign.
It looks like Dean crossed it out, but I manage to read it. If I marry anyone outside of the business they must sign a contract as well, if they decide not to sign they will be killed.
Is Dean saying I'm not allowed to marry anyone outside of the business? Why?
There are a few more minor things that I agree with, but the one that sticks out to me the most is if your family interferes in the business they have to sign the contract, be murdered, or join the business. Does that include my dad? I have so many questions, but I signed everything anyways.
I feel light kisses on the side of my neck, so I turn my head to see it's Dean. He leans down kissing my lips and puts my food in front of me, "I got you tacos," he smiles and walks over to his seat.
I hand him the paper and he scans through it, "Dean?" He looks up at me and I ask my question, "why did you cross out the question about marrying outside of the business. Am I not allowed to do so?"
Marriage is something I will always want. That's why I rushed into it so quickly with Lance. There's nothing I want more than a family and a husband, and I will give anything to have it.
He laughs and takes a bite of his taco.
"Dean! Answer me!" He swallows his food, "take it how you wanna take it," he smiles playfully at me. But I'm not playing.
He brushes it off, "eat your food."
After I take a bite of the food I feel myself about to throw up so I go over to one of the trash cans puking my guts out. Dean rushes over.
This is so freaking embarrassing.
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Dean took me home after the whole throwing up situation. He left out for a while and I watched tv and threw up more.
Dean told me it's okay and to not be embarrassed, but I am.
What if he thinks I'm disgusting? I've been giving me being pregnant a heavy thought, but I would like to not have a baby with my fuck buddy/roommate right now.
I slept half of the day away and woke up in a cold sweat. I reach over to the wood nightstand and get the water bottle, chugging it.
It's pitch black in the room and a fun fact about me- I'm scared of the dark. Right now I don't care I just want to sleep.
Laying back down I gag, but I don't throw up.
Feeling disgusting I get out of bed and make my way to the bathroom by memory because it's so dark. Walking into the bathroom I turn the light on and takes all of my sweaty clothes off. Turning on the shower I get inside.
This feels so much better.
Getting out of the shower I put new clothes on and hygienic products on before going out and changing the sheets. After I'm done I sit on the couch and I watch tv in there.
I didn't know I fell asleep again until I heard a loud bang. My heart starts to race when I remember those guys from last time.
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