It's really dark and really hot, but both of those problems can be easily fixed.
I'm sweaty and I try to sit up, but Parisa is laying on my chest.
When Hazel went to sleep in the other bed she cussed me out for saying what I said in front of Hazel, but Hazel made us sleep in the bed because we're mommy and daddy. Whatever that means.
I kiss the top of her head before moving her other and getting out of bed.
I use the flashlight on my phone to see where I'm going and I manage to find the A/C.
Yes!
Turning it on 68 I immediately feel the cold breeze and let out a deep sigh.
Walking back over to the bed I lay down and Parisa immediately lays on me again, "why did you leave," she asks in her soft sleepy voice.
I rub her back responding, "I was hot," I made sure to keep my voice low, "are you going to yell at me for forgetting," I ask after a pause.
She laughs sleepily and softly, "I might."
She moves away from my chest and goes back over to her side of the bed.
I feel so empty.
The feeling I had for 2 years straight.
Turning on my side I close my eyes going back to sleep.
The next time I wake up I feel a big ass being pressed against my dick.
My dick is hard and it tightens my joggers and boxers, "fuck," I whisper to myself.
Parisa is asleep still, so I don't think she's doing this on purpose.
But at the same time, we went back to sleep at least a foot apart and now she's all on me.
I don't want to move, I know what we're doing is wrong in a way but this is the woman I want to be with sexually, emotionally, and mentally.
I want to wake up to this every day is a home that we built together, I want to put a baby in this woman even though she thinks it's impossible.
I want to gain her trust, loyalty, and love back.
Without her, I'm a dead man, a man with no meaning or purpose.
I feel like one of those hard puzzles-even though it's possible for me to put our relationship back together I don't know where or how to start this.
Parisa is my future, my fucking life.
She moves around a little in her sleep, but her soft ass stays pressed against my hardened dick. I put one of my hands on her hip and pulls her closer to me. She unconsciously grinds her ass on my dick and I push into her.
She's not unconscious, she knows exactly what she's doing.
Giving her a kiss on her neck I kiss up to her ear, "I know you're up."
She turns her head back and looks at me and whispers, "we can't have sex because Hazel is in the other bed."
I wanted nothing more than to tell her to fuck it and shove every inch of me inside of her, but I have to respect my kid, "alright I will be right back."
Getting out of bed I walk to the bathroom and Parisa shouts, "have fun."
I haven't jerked off in a long time.
"I will, send me a picture of you," I yell walking into the bathroom.
Once I'm inside my phone dings and I check it.
Fuck, Parisa is hot.
She sent me a couple of nude pictures.
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While walking around the park with Daniel, Parisa's best friend's boyfriend, I find myself venting to him.
He's a cool guy, but I shouldn't be telling him what's going on between Parisa and I.
"That's kinda messed up but I get where you're coming from," he says.
"I'm trying to gain her trust back but I keep fucking up," I respond.
"Well all you can do is be there for when she needs you," he continues.
He was telling me about what he has going on with Lilly and giving me advice on what I should do, but when the kids and Parisa and Lilly come back I change the conversation.
Parisa hates when I talk about our problems to other people.
"Hey baby," Parisa says before leaning down and kissing me, "are you ready to go," she asks.
The kids both look tired and when leave tomorrow.
"Yea, angel," I say picking Hazel up
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Short chapter b/c it's a + chapter
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