P A R I S A
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Nothing interesting has happened in my life for the past 5 months.
My dad is still alive.
He won't sign over the businesses just yet.
Hazel is still my sweet Jellybean.
OH! But my dad's crazy wife died in a car accident.
Had to comfort him.
I don't know why he loves the bitch. She gave him 2 curable STDs, and gonorrhea, and started cheating on him once I hit 18.
We used to be close, I used to call her mom, but she fucked over me a lot.
Her fake ass through herself at Lance one time, but his semi-smart ass turned her down.
But Kenzo and I...
I like him. Part of that has to do with the fact he's the first guy that's shown interest in me for a while, and the other has his sweet loveable personality.
He calls me his girlfriend, but I don't call him my boyfriend and he respects that.
We see each other every day and I love it. Partly because every time we see each other he fucks me good!
I want to move fast with Kenzo, but I think about Dean.
I like fast relationships.
It's either they're meant for you or not. Live in the moment.
That's what I tell myself all the time. My heart was broken already in a way I didn't think was possible and now someone is rebuilding it.
I don't want to move 'I love you' fast I want to move 'let's live together and see how it is' fast.
When you live with someone you will know what you're getting yourself into after a few weeks.
Kenzo practically lives with me when Hazel is staying with Lilly and Rex. Hazel loves them and I trust Lilly with her, so whenever she wants to go she can. And I call 'mommy's friend for a play date.'
I know where he lives, but he told me he's not comfortable with me being there with his sidekick.
He tells me a lot about that guy.
He sounds like a serious jerk, that's kinda one of the excuses I'll use if I decide to ask him to live with me after I off my dad.
He said the guy is aggressive.
Always angry.
A gym freak.
And always have girls over in their junky apartment.
My dad of course has caught him around the house, but they both liked each other. Kenzo knows that soon we have to kill him, so he can't have a real bond with him.
He walks into the room closing and locking the door behind him.
It's a Saturday and we decided not to have sex this weekend to give our bodies a break for next weekend.
