Serendipity | A TayNew Omegaverse AU

Chapter 19

A/N

CW: 🔞 casual mentions of ass eating 🙈

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New's POV

Although it was unavoidable that my body would change dramatically and fast, I still felt self-conscious about it.

My stomach had grown to the size of a basketball by the time I was twenty-seven weeks pregnant and on the verge of the third trimester. Tu was currently the size of a lettuce head, weighing over two pounds and measuring over fourteen inches long.

Not to mention the swelling in my feet and hands, as well as the excess fat on my cheeks and thighs. I was entirely naked in front of the mirror right now, studying myself.

I grimaced, my fingers grasping at the flesh of my hips. I had also started to get stretch marks on my tummy, and even though I knew they were normal, I couldn't help but feel insecure looking at my body in its new, unfamiliar shape.

Tay and I have continued to hook up regularly, usually after he returned from practice. His hair was always damp, and his inner alpha was yearning to channel his frustration or passion over basketball into making me feel good. However, the past few times Tay tried to undress me, I couldn't help but cringe, avoiding his touch and asking that we keep their clothes on instead.

Although it was clear that he had recognized something was wrong, he kept quiet and always indulged me. We can get to the main event much faster if we don't strip all the way... I suppose.

He did, however, spend the remainder of those hookups whispering compliments into my ear and nipping my lobe, running his hands up my sides and clutching and kneading at my plumper curves, but I can't help but disbelieve him...

I chose to ignore the situation rather than tackle it. Certain days were more difficult than others.

Like today.

Tay stormed into my flat late at night after I finished my schoolwork and was working on my thesis, freshly bathed and buzzing with adrenaline as he grabbed me and hoisted me up. My legs slid around the alpha's hips as I gasped. I shuddered at the thought of being too heavy, but Tay seemed to have no issue carrying me to my room and onto my nest.

"Want me to eat you out?" he asked, squeezing me against the mattress and sucking my scent gland. I shuddered and let out a little whimper. "You never did get to sit on my face like we talked about..."

I blushed, pleasure coiling in my core as my omega keened, but weaving in with my desire, was deep dread and fear.

Fear that my larger thighs may disgust or revolt Tay.

I knew he was obsessed with my belly, but what about everything else?

What if he was lying when he said I was beautiful since he hadn't seen me naked in a while?

My omega screamed angrily, certain that Tay would never be anything but honest to me. I knew my omega was correct logically, but my brain couldn't accept it.

Especially now that I have feelings for the alpha and care about what he thinks of me more than ever.

"Okay," I eventually said before Tay could notice my panic.

~🔞 beginning of smut 🔞~

Before I pulled off my pajamas and straddled his waist, I let him switch our positions and he watched me strip. I kept my shirt on and said nothing, ignoring Tay's frown and hoping he'd ignore it as he had before.