Peculiar; C. Madrigal

nineteen;

-Decisions-

As the silent voice whispered, (Y/N) rose from the bed with sweat running down her forehead, gasping for air though she was not underwater.
There 'tis again, the dreamless nightmare that kept (Y/N) from sleeping like a baby.

"(Y/N)?!" A loud voice signaled from outside her window. (Y/N) turned her head to see the sun was already out, though it wasn't morning "It's already one in the afternoon, wake up sleepy head!" in an instant, the girl dragged her feet across the floor to the open window that let the sunlight in.

Klaus and Caira was there, smiling ear to ear as soon as they saw the glimpse of the (h/c) haired girl.

One in the afternoon, already?
Last night must've tuckered her out causing her to sleep in so late "come on, we'll be waiting!" Klaus shouted, it wasn't so hard to find where (Y/N) lived.

After knowing Camilo and (Y/N) are friends, Klaus and Caira would not stop pestering Camilo asking where she lived until Camilo agreed to show them the way.

"I'll meet you later!" (Y/N) said back, Caira and Klaus looked at each other before silently agreeing. The twins stuck out their thumbs to give a thumbs up before they ran towards a coffee shop.

(Y/N) rubbed her eyes to gain consciousness before finally leaving her blanket on top of her bed before getting ready. The girl was in a rush, she wanted to tell the others about her leaving so she ran downstairs and saw everyone at the table; The priest, Señora, and Mariano.

"Oh, you're finally awake!" Señora's eyes brightened up, being the first one to notice her arrival "s-sí" the girl sheepishly replied, trying not to trip while putting on her shoes "As you know, Mariano is proposing to Isabella and we wanted to know if-" (Y/N) nodded and held out a hand to stop Señora, it was rude but (Y/N) wanted to know if they already spread the knews about her leaving encanto.

The priest shook his head and answered "no, I thought you were-" quickly nodding and grabbing a piece of food from the table before rushing towards the door "Be back by sun down!" the adult were confused but shrugged it off since they can't do anything about it anymore after the girl disappeared out of sight.

For the girl, you might think she ran straight to the coffee shop, no, no, no. (Y/N) wanted to calm herself down first, all these thinking made her panic though she's never had panicking before, she had her tantrums but she chose to wail and scream, she's never panicked unintentionally before. Every decision she made, made her frustrated and sad because she didn't get want she wanted.

Where is she going you ask?
she'll visit the belonged.

10 minutes of walking, faster than ever, she arrived and the placed looked the same. The sunlight that seeped through the gaps of the leaves and the pond was still and the plants they promised to plant were there, though, she didn't remember planting the others.

"(Y/N)?" Questioned a voice.
The girl knew it all too well, it was Camilo.
"you planted these?" (Y/N) asked, admiring the flowers that were alive and well growing from the ground "yeah, I may not look like Isabella-oh wait," Camilo quickly turned around and turned into Isabella "yes I do, I know how to plant!" (Y/N) smiled at Camilo's antics. How his curly hair bounced whenever he did little things and his freckles stand out whenever he's in sight, his eyes were a pretty shade.

(Y/N) never intended to admire such details but what else was she supposed to do
when his hair is soft and his eyes are hazel and her heart turns over at the sound of his name. The way she loves how only he smiles at her the way friends usually do though, she is more of a mess than a rainy day because he have no idea she feel this way.
(Pillow thoughts)

"Camilo, may I take to you about something?"
(Y/N) asked, fiddling with her fingers as she sat down on the soft-itchy grass "what is it?" Camilo questioned, turning back to his body with the yellow poncho that (Y/N) found silly. Camilo was thinking about what made (Y/N) so blue, you already know, but will he?

"uhm..." The girl's tongue was tied, she did not know how to put it into words, it might taker her a while to say it.

(Y/N) looked from left to right, as if she was trying to find words mysteriously laying around "let's say, you have a dream you want to pursue" Camilo chuckled and stared at the pond dreamily "oh bonita, you have no idea" (Y/N) shook her head "I know you do, and so you went to pursue your dreams" Camilo smiled at the thought of his dreams coming together "you were now away from home," Camilo listened carefully, puzzling everything "but you finally pursued your dreams that changed your life forever, tis until you was told that your family miracle is at your hands," Camilo thought it was just a random thought for he knew nothing about the legacy so he shrugged it off without knowing who it actually referred to "see, you're content with what you've reached and you may not live without it" (Y/N) explained, Camilo nodded and looked down with a frown "you're gonna make me choose whether I'd stay or come home?" (Y/N) questioned.

Camilo turned his gaze to her, it was a though question but he can say with confidence that his answer is "I'd come home," (Y/N)'s eyes widen, turning her head to look at Camilo, was it really that easy to choose?

"why's that? you've pursued so much" (Y/N) wanted to hear the opposite, she's already made her decision and there was no turning back though she was unsure, she wanted comfort "I've already pursue so much," Camilo nodded and stared at (Y/N)'s (e/c) eyes, trying to find the spark in them but for some reason it was nowhere to be found.

"wherever I go, I live" (Y/N) pursed her lips and looked down "decisions are such weird, isn't it?" the girl nodded at Camilo's words "tis" though she hate to admit it, she has finally made her decision and it was final.
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