LH - „I love him and I hate myself for that. I hate myself for being that stupid to think he would stay with me. I'm not as grown up and mature as an-anyone of you. I t-tried and now? Look at me." I laughed historically while sliding down the cabine...
NR:"I'm still sulking because Sunoo choose Heeseung over me. Ain't my fault I don't have such a perfect adam apple like Hyung has-" 🪷
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Heeseung
"Do you want to stay in my room tonight? We can watch a movie if you like that." I asked the younger after we got home from our small trip we called date in secret. As expected Twitter was full of Engenes seeing us but I only saw positive comments.
Sunoo spread out his arms when he plopped down on my bed. "The comments are nice, engenes say we look cute Mr Fox." Sunoo looked to his side where I sat. - " We indeed look good Mr Bambi, Thank you for tonight. It was a long time ago I felt this happy actually."
I could hear the sadness from his voice. It wasn't a secret that Sunoo is someone who's sensitive. If its a scandal, a fight with the members or a hateful comment, Sunoo will feel guilty for months. Even private problems of his are known even tho he used to hide it from us often. "Sunoo, how is your dad? I don't think any of us every asked you that after the news." He sighed.
Months ago Sunoo had a time he didn't got to the dorm at all. He stayed home because his father lost his job and started getting addicted to alcohol. Thank god, Sunoo could keep it a secret from any reporters in the world. It was just rude to post it online by anyone else then Sunoo and even without his permission. - "Yeah.."
"Mom said he gets better emotionally, Noona is trying her best at home so I don't feel too worried. How about your family? Is everyone alright?" - "Yeah, we are doing fine at home. I just miss seeing them sometimes but since I lived in a dorm before anyways, I can bare with it."
We both gave each other a smile when suddenly someone knocked at my room door. It opened slowly and Niki stood there. He wasn't looking his best at all.
"What's up Baby" - He wrapped his arms around my neck, leaning against me completely. Sunoo shared a worried look when he turned off the TV. He wasn't saying much but looked like Sunoo knew what to do.
"Ni, another nightmare?" Niki nodded, releasing his tight grip on me to let me breath. Sunoo cooed and opened his arms before Niki crawled over to him, hugging his Hyung. It wasn't a rare sight seeing these two cuddle.
They always cuddle in the car when we need to drive somewhere for a longer trip. They are each other's rocks, since our younger days already. Just like glue but people don't see it because they tend to keep their closeness to themselves what I find healing.
- "Do you want to sleep with us here?" I asked our youngest one, knowing he needed us.
I gave Sunoo a pitiful smile as I mouthed "Sorry". He laughed it off, placing a kiss on his forehead.
Looks like we won't be watching a movie alone at all but it was okay, it was our Maknae so he mattered more. It surely makes more fun watching with the 3 of us too, Riki always jokes around anyways so it will make him forget about the bad dreams.
What a cute baby our beloved Maknae~
My other cutie laid Niki down, making him hug me before he stood up, opening my door. - "I just go check on Wonie just in case he feels too lonely sleeping alone tonight. Sunghoon isn't home yet. If he wants, lets go in the living room to watch a comedy movie." - I winked at Sunoo who just giggled his way out.
Still I felt a familiar pair of eyes looking at me. While lowering my head, I hugged Niki back and went trough his hair with my slim fingers. "You look happy Hyung, I like that. The date went well huh?" chuckles escaped my mouth as he was dozing off again. I hummed to make him fall asleep more comfortable, waiting for the younger one to come back in the room.
"Its okay, I mean if you like Sunoo Hyung. I share him with you." Now I scoffed, squeezing him awake for being so 'caring'- Such a brat I have here, lovely maknae my ass!
"I really mean it. Look at you, you dont look so grumpy anymore and mysterious. You are our Hyung, no matter who you love or date and all I can tell you is.." - He sat down, pulling me up too by my arm.
As if he was a whiny kid, I followed him towards the living room. "You both are great in your own way's but wahh.. Sunoo is really special so I hand him over to you because I trust you. Know Hyung's worth and never make him cry alright? I beat you up.."
It was.. really hitting me hard hearing how our still so young boy talks so maturely about love. He's wicked but that how he really was, he never would try hurting anyone on purpose, especially not Sunoo.
Even if I get Sunoo, Niki will always have the first place in Sunni's heart and Im okay with it because I love all my members and Im sure, I will never want them to leave me.
Without them.. I refuse to be Lee Heeseung any longer, its 7 or nothing..
