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Welcome backk. Kind of late update, but I hope yall enjoy it <3 (random Pinterest pic)

"Would you want me to show you what we did that night after the party?" He suddenly wrapped his hands around me and pulled me closer. This made me feel so much stuff inside. I know what we were on about, but I knew that it wasn't good at all. Although, on the other hand I really wanted to say yes. "What is it, Y/N? Just say no if you don't want to." He tilted his head and backed off a bit. His expression appeared to be more serious..
I didn't even know what I wanted."It's not like I don't want to, but-" "Leave it, what was I even thinking." He groaned, loosened his grip on me and was getting up. I totally missed my chance.. I had to do something. "Diego, wait." I held his hand and tried stopping him. He looked back down at me. "Listen, I'd actually really want to-" I was stopped by him swiftly picking my other hand and lifting me up to him. I was surprised by all those quick movements. "Wha-" His lips suddenly met mine in a flash. I was shocked, but couldn't resist. I still didn't know how to feel about all of this, but I decided to enjoy it since I could always reverse it. He embraced me in a secure hug and deepened the kiss.
After a while, he pulled back. We were both gasping for air. "Exactly.. what I wanted." His hand went up my body to my neck. He gently cupped my face and tilted it towards him. "Don't try to turn the time now... I know what you are thinking" His stare became more intense. He knew me too well. "I'm really craving for more of you right now.." He whispered into my ear. "You haven't deserved it at all though.." I chose to play his little games. He wiped off the extra saliva from my lips with his thumb. "And what do I have to do to deserve it?" He was surprised that I said that. "Well, you could beg a little..~" I felt very sassy. "Beg-? I quite like that actually." He leaned towards me and pinned me on the ground with his two arms beside both my sides. "Please, please, Y/N, let me have you only for myself tonight." He said in a soft tone. He was way too alluring. "Hmm, since you seem to be really enthusiastic, I'll accept your offer-" "Okay, let's just enjoy ourselves." He cut me off and went for a kiss again. His touch all over my body felt so great. I got kind of excited. He slipped his tongue into my lips and met with mine. He was lots of pushy, but I loved it. His hand went under my shirt and to my bra. He unexpectedly squeezed both my tits and I made a little gasp into the kiss. He licked my lips and pulled away. "Ah, Y/N. Was that too much for you?" He whispered. "No.. Could we continue?" I wanted more of this feeling. "Oh-? Asking for more now? You seem to be really enjoying me!" He smirked and held my chin up. "Well, this is enough for today. Take this as a payback from earlier-" I wasn't going to wait for him so I went for another kiss. Now holding on to him and securing my grip. He didn't resist and we proceeded to make out...

After a while, I got tired since I've already been up for too long.. "Diego.. I'm kind of sleepy.." I told him as I brushed a blonde hair streak away from his eyes. Those ocean colored eyes.. "Did I tire you that much? But whatever you say, let's sleep." He sighed and stood up to zip the tent. He got his blanket and put it over. He laid back on his pillow facing me. He was so cute when he was exhausted. "What are you lookin-" "Not you definitely." I cut him off and gave him a quick kiss on his neck. "So sweet, aren't you?" He hugged me and brought me to his chest. "I hope you don't go back in time and reverse all that we did tonight. I have zero regrets. I loved it and you seemed to really like it too." He said quietly. He looked like he was having a really good time, it's not like I didn't, but my head was so puzzled... "Oh god, do I even feel interested in him-? Fuck, of course I do, is it love tho.. Most probably yes. Will this all end really bad for both of us? ...Again, most probably yes, we live in two completely different worlds.. I don't even know if he actually has feelings for me too.. He must be using me." All those thoughts were going through my head.. "Diego, do you even have any feelings towards me, or are you just playing with me?" I finally made up the courage to ask him. "Do I? What do you think?" He asked back. I had no fricking idea. "I don't know. that's why I'm asking you.." I told him, waiting for an answer. "...I'm not playing with you, Y/N. I actually am interested in you and everything that has to do with you. This warm feeling inside me comes up when you are close to me, which I can't really name. I'm kind of happy that you asked, even though I can't explain it myself." He was being honest and I could feel it. I had never seen him being so open about his feelings, it was strange. ".. I feel that warm feeling when you're around too. Every time I look or think of you, it just gets stronger and stronger." I was telling him what I really felt too. "I was wondering, if this is what they call 'Love'" He whispered into my ear. I felt my stomach twisting instantly. Was it really love that we were talking about? "Do you.. do you want it to be?" I couldn't really say anything, I wanted to know what he thought first . "I'd be more than happy if love is what I'm feeling. I just want to be with you only. You've become so important to me." He told me. I was pretty surprised that he actually said that. It was adorable.. "Lately, I've been trying to hide what I'm actually feeling towards you, but it's quite pointless now.. I do love you." I said quietly, it felt so good to finally let it out. "So cute.. If that's so, then I really love you too. It's quite surprising that this is the first time anyone have ever told me that they love me. Do you really want.. something to happen between us?" He asked. I once again had to choose. "It's not like I don't want to, it's really hard to explain.." I sighed. The fact that we couldn't really be together was depressing me. "What is it? Did your parents plan to marry you off to someone else? If that's why, I promise you when we win this race, we will have more than enough money to live on our own." Marriage? No, of course.. "What? Living on our own.. Aren't we too young for this anyway?" He was talking about a completely different thing. "It's far from that.." I was having a really hard time.. The reality hit me. I wasn't even supposed to exist there, 150 years back. And there I was, making so much changes that could mess up with the future.. "Are you already married? Let's just try it out, please Y/N. There's already no going back." He sounded like he really wanted it. "Fuck everything, I don't care what happens." I took a deep breath. "You know, I really really want to be with you too. We could try if you promise me that we'll be through this together and you won't keep anything a secret." I chose to listen to my heart and think about everything else later. "Good, that's all I wanted, really. Let's continue with the talk tomorrow and go sleep now. We shouldn't stay till this late." He said and kissed me on my forehead. It made me feel so happy. I really loved him after all. "Yes, good night." I whispered. "Sleep well." He said back to me and tightened the hug. I felt very secure snuggling into him like that.. I fell asleep for a matter of seconds in his warm hold...

Next morning
Diego's pov:
I woke up since I felt some weight on me. I slowly opened my eyes and I saw Y/N hugging me. By her breathing, I could tell that she was still sleeping. And then I remembered it all. Everything we did yesterday.. I couldn't believe it. It was so foreign to me. "So now we are.. together? A couple? This must be a joke." I couldn't also believe what I told her that night. It was embarrassing that I was so.. down for a woman. "What are we even supposed to do now?" It was so strange. I knew that people did that just to marry that person. "Dating.." I tried in-depth analyzing it. "I guess I can now be more open about my interest for her.. And also do other stuff more openly too." I sighed. She seemed like a perfect wife that was fit for me. And that was another great thing too.

Though, that wasn't the only thing on my mind. Sandman told me that he would have been there the day before or in the morning. I planned on waiting a little more. Honestly, I was quite worried whether he killed them or not. "If he doesn't come, then I have no choice but to find out when we arrive in Chicago.."
I looked down to see her still snuggling. I moved a bit so I could wake her up. "Y/N, it's time to wake up." I quietly said while cupping her face. She looked so peaceful while sleeping. I couldn't resist not giving her a kiss. She then opened her eyes. "Mmm, what a great start for the day." She yawned. "Right, now get up. We gotta go." I told her as I sat up. Stretching and going out of the tent. I looked at my clock, It was 7am. The sun was just rising and there was a gentle morning sunshine. I felt so good. For the first time in a while I had a decent amount of sleep compared to all the stress during the day. I didn't want to waste any time so I started packing up. At this point it had become a routine. Y/N finally got out and began helping me out.
We were done with it all and I was hungry. "I think I saw a small village on the map, didn't I?" I wondered. I got out my map and saw that there was indeed a tiny village just 10 kilometers from the place we were camping on. "What are you doing?" Y/N came up to me to see the map. "Planning out where we are going to eat. I'm hungry and we'll be going to that one village." I pointed it out to her and put back the map. "I could make something.. but alright." She agreed with me.
We got on Megan Stallion and Silver Bullet and started running forward. For the next days, I expected low temperatures and even snow. It was going to be tough, but we had to do it.
Just about 10 minutes later, we arrived at the village. It was.. really small actually. "Diego.. will we find breakfast here?-" Y/N seemed worried. It really did look like there wasn't a local tavern or anything else. It was a lot quiet too... "Let's ask someone like we always do." I kept on going forward and tried to find someone...
Then we spotted an old woman on the side of the road. She was slowly walking with a cane in her hand. As we got closer, we noticed that she was in fact really old. "Damn Diego, is that your wife?" Y/N whispered in a mocking tone. "Shut the fuck up, Y/N." I got annoyed.
She noticed us and turned back. "Good morning! We were wondering if there's is a place here where we can eat at." Y/N got off her horse and walked up to her. The woman just looked at her. "Uhm, so is there a place where we can get food?" Y/N got uncomfortable. "Ohh, food? Sorry, my hearing is very bad!" The woman nodded with her head. "Right there, you will find a little bakery." She pointed at some houses. "Thank you! Have a great day." Y/N got on her horse again and we walked towards that "little bakery". 
We walked past some little alleys and arrived in front of a small house with a little shop looking place on the side. We left our horses on the road and walked past the yard of the house and in the shop.

It's 2am and I have to sleep😀 Although I'm happy that I finished planning my Bruno cosplay.🐀

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